save me from hell

Getting to know him

The rest of the day all passed by in a big blur. Finally the day got to the last class of the day. "oh thank god" I thought to myself. I grab all my thing tougher putting them all in my bag.

 " I wonder what I'm going to learn about him probably a lot since all I know about him is that he from Germany and that's it" I think to myself smiling a little bit at the thought. when I got all my things in my bag I walk out of the classroom going to meet Eren at the library.

 I turn around the corner. Then I see him standing there looking around for me. The way he was stand the light hitting him on the right on him just made him look like an angle. He turns my way and sees me and he waves me over. I start to have a butterflies in my stomach. I pushed the butterflies down and started to walk over to him.

 Hi he says with a great big smile on his face like always.

 Hi sorry for the wait I say quietly smiling a little back. 

Oh don't worry about it i just got here. It's funny I got lost I didn't know where the hell the library was he said while laughing. His laugh was something I never heard of or thought of hearing. It's so smooth and soft at the sometime. I could have listened to it all day but I couldn't sadly.

 Well then you should have waited for me to help you find it then you wouldn't have got lost I say laughing a little bit. 

I'm fine I can fined things on my own I don't need mommy to hold my hand throw everything he says with a big old smirk on this face.

 Oh really then why did you ask me this morning to help you find all your classes for the day I say smirking right back at him. 

Ummm well that's because I couldn't just go up to a pretty girl like you and have nothing to say he says smirking even bigger.

 Well.... I say and I couldn't think of anything else to say. I started to feel a blush crawling up my face. 

Ha I win he says sticking out his tong at me. I pout a little bit. 

Whatever lets just start this project already I say walking passed him into the library. Oh well then fine he says following me over to the couch in the library. 

Ok, so tell me about your self then Eren I say starting to take to a notebook and a pencil. 

Well fine I guess I well go first then he say pretending to be with annoyed with it plopping down on to the couch. 

Well as you know I'm form Germany I lived there all my life until my mother died and that's why we moved here he said looking down at his hands with a sad face.

 I'm so sorry Eren how did she die if you don't mind me asking you I say sounds sad for him.

 No it's ok she was killed by my father right in front of me he says a lot quieter then I have ever heard he say before. 

Oh my god Eren I'm so sorry you had to go throw that I say putting down my pencil holding on to his hand.

 It's ok it was in the pass and if that didn't happened to me then i would have never have been here he say trying to pull one of his smiles. 

" he's passed is so sad makes him smile so much" I wonder to myself. 

If your dad killed your mom then who do you live with? I ask so confused.

 I still live with my dad no one believes me on what happened that night so they just say that she killed herself but I know my mom would never kill her self with me around he says putting on a brave face. 

" why does he half to put on a brave face is it for me so I don't feel bad for him or is it for himself" I ask myself. 

It's ok I believe you Eren i say looking him in the eyes to show I care for him. He smiles back that me looking happy again.

 Thanks your a true friend he says hugging me. "oh my god he's hugging me he smells so good. Oh my god he thinks of me as a friend yes my first friend ever" I think happily as I'm hugging him back. Ok so why don't you tell me something sad about your life so we are even he says pulling back from the hug. 

well.... I say thinking about my life.