save me from hell

Not my morning

I woke up father yelling i guess the Tv. ugh he must been drunk off his ass i say as i start to get up from bed. i slowly start making my way down the stairs. i look into the living room to see what's going on. he's yelling but i could not understand what he was saying so i move over to the doorway. i slipped on a something  and fell onto the floor. 

oh shit i thought. i look up to see that father was already looking my way. I'm fucked now i thought. i started to get up off the floor shaking. what the hell you doing down here you little pice of shit he says making his way over to me. i heard yelling 

i wanted to make sure you where alright father i say backing up slowly. 

don't you fucking lie to my face you little slut he says as he draws his hand back. 

but that's the truth father i swear I'm not lying i say getting more scared by the second. i close my eyes waits for him to hit me.  

lies he says as he hits me in my face. i fall to the floor holding my cheek in my hands.

 now tell me the truth NOW! he yells down at me.

 i...i'm no...not lying to you ....father i say looking down at the floor holding back the tears of pain. 

lies he says as he hits me again. i just lay on lifeless the floor waiting for something else to happened. 

you don't lie to me he says as he starts kicking my ribs over and over again. i bite my lip holding in a painful scream. 

you say your sorry RIGHT NOW  he yells as he picks me up by my hair.

 i....i'm ...sorry i say in a weak voice looking away form him hoping for him to let me go.

 your a disappointment he says looking away from. he just lets me fall to the floor. 

now get up and go back to bed before i beat you even more you GOT IT he yells into my ear.

 yes sir i say once again in a weak voice. 

what was that he says bring his ear down to my level. 

yes sir i say once again but not so quite this time. 

good now go he say. he picks me up and pushing me to the stairs. he made he way for to his char to grab himself another beer. i slowly make me way up to my room. i open the door then close it once i got in the room. i slowly make my way over to the bed. i fall down onto the bed. i groan in pain holding on to my side. a tear breaks lose and falls down my face onto the bed. 

why does this half to happen why can't have have a normal life i cry out letting more tears fall down my face. i slowly start to fall back to sleep. when i woke up there was no yelling. i got up but got a wave of pain in my side. i got myself off the bed and started to walk over the bathroom. once i got the i was scared to look into the mirror. i look into it and see a big hand print on my face. i brush my fingers against the hand print. 

i slowly pulled up my shirt to see what my ribs looked like. they looked black and blue. i groaned and started to get ready for school. i went down the stairs. i looked around to see if he was still home. 

hmm he must have left i think to myself looking over one more time to make sure. i walked into the kitchen grabbed myself an apple. i walked out of the door walking off to school. once i got there the bell rang. i walked off to my first class witch was history oh great i thought to myself. i walk into the class sat in my char.

 hey what happened someone says as they take the seat right next to me . i looked over at them. it's Eren......