Blackout

#6

Sorry for the disturbing ending to this part but zayden's job isn't great. Sorry 😢

Then we where in a living room where there was photo frames on the wall of Troy and his brothers , on a beach and a canvas hung above his TV of New York I turned around to where troy was asleep on a black leather sofa with his laptop still on witch was glowing on a coffee table coved in newspaper's ,I turned it off and kneeled beside him, his black hair disgruntled over his tanned skin, showed me he had not bothered with him self on whatever ever day this was.

"he doesn't have anything to do with me... Does he?" Zayden didn't say anything instead he stared at a photo of his mum , he once told me about his mum .She had left him and his dad when he was only three ,he had hated her for what she did to them but it made no sense why there was still a photo with his dad and her all I knew is that his dad had moved on and found a girlfriend witch is why he is kinda an only child . Zayden had finally spoke witch made me jump a little noticing that my head had turned a little bit whilst looking at the picture.

"Yes he does ,and I think u need to find out" he raised an eyebrow at me and slipped his hand into mine and saw his eyes swirl into the golden light blinding me once again. I saw lights zooming past all colors and like a projector I saw flashes of me ,Alex, Carron ,his other brothers and his dad with him crying and Troy looking at his dad confused, instead of the pitch blackness that I had saw in carrons mind or where ever I was . I Came to a alarm clock that was broken and smashed I figured that was my call to put my hand on the dent of the alarm clock ,once again I was back in the visions then I saw me again but when I was in year 7 when he asked me out and of curse I said no ,well I hardly new him so i had my reasons. For an 11 year old I was very in touch with people I should trust and who I shouldn't trust, he was upset about it ,so instead he went to carron , from behind me in the mist of the vision I heard a voice it was his voice that spoke clearly yet softly.

"I don't love carron I like Megan" that when it hit me like a brick to the face . oh good lord.
so much was going on in such little time and my mind could not keep up, this is wrong it shouldn't happen , I opened my eyes noticing that I had dropped to the ground in shock. I then saw a pair of legs dangling from his bed, all of the scars and self harm he had done to himself in his room with a razor that sat next to him , tears plunged from his puffy red eyes and then he proceeded to slash away at his legs and I sat in the corner watching helpless, I wanted to run over to him and take it out of his hands but I couldn't move ,it felt like I was in a nightmare i closed my eyes at the sight of him whining in pain. I slowly opened my eyes panting in terror ,when I felt someone brush my cheek and I was back in the living room. Zayden slowly removed his hand and nodded slowly , I started to breath low and quiet I closed my eyes ,zayden reminded me to be calm.

"I am sorry" he said in a smooth voice.

"I don't want to see it anymore zayden" I mumbled under my breath. He had noticed because he looked at my face witch made me look away at the coffee table noticing the leaflets of take aways to try and take my mind off of what I just saw.

"U don't have to" when he had said those words I wanted to take that chance to walk away from this ,but I knew I couldn't and that made it worse.

"I have to , don't I?" I asked looking him in his bright blue eyes ,he slightly nodded his head and looked at me with sorrowful eyes that made mine fill with water.