Blackout

#17

I woke up to a arm draped over me that's was covered in scars. I turned and kissed his forehead, his eyes flickered awake and he smiled instantly. He kissed my forehead back and grabbed me closer to him, we snuggled, until I grabbed my notepad on my bed side table and a pen; now why I have this at my bedside table is for many reasons one is that when I have a dream I like to write it down, depending on what mood I'm in I may even draw it, or because I never like to talk in the morning due to ,my sleepily state and the fact that I might want to sleep again after I need to say what needs to be said. So I wrote to Zayden.

  What happened to "I thought I owed you some privacy".

"That was before your memories dear" he laughed and I giggled. I loved it when people called me dear. I wrote again...

  Yeah, I don't remember ever sleeping in the same bed.. dear.

"Fair enough. Dear." He said with his smirk.

I pushed my finger on his nose and rolled out to stretch. I did so and saw Zayden with his blue eyes following me. I then made my way round to my desk and opened the one single draw, I couldn't quite remember what was in there so I pulled it open to only reveal a load of drawings of Zayden and some occasional ones of other people like him and his mum and Blake . I gasped a bit and closed it before Zayden saw it.

"Everything all right?" He said whilst placing a hand on my arm with the hand that was holding the draw shut, I fumbled around for something and I found a key to close it with and I grabbed the key out and used my other hand to turn his head away so I could chuck it across the room.

"Hey, your gonna give me whip lash" he complained and I giggled and pointed toward the bathroom.

"Oh...okay then" he said whilst still standing there. I gave him a raised eyebrow and tap of my foot till he then understood he was not welcome to wait till I came out.

"Ohhh, yeah sure I'll go and have my shower, sorry megs, I'll be back In a second" he said whilst turning to my door and gave my a slight wave before closing the door and Walking down the hallway. I smiled and had my shower until half way through and then I started to sing to get my voice ready for the day. I mean how would an actor do anything to warm up there voice for the day than sing in the shower. I continued singing even when I came out of the shower, as I wiped the mirror down form the steam that clung onto the shiny surface, I could see that my eyes where a more piecing blue than before, yet the gold where still in them, thy looked exactly like Zaydens and it freaked me out a bit. I ripped my gaze away form the view of myself and brushed my teeth facing the other way. I took note of my bathroom I had little plants in the shelfs around me and other little bits and pieces. There was so many photos of us in my room they all gave me snippets of my mind back the one is the bath room was of us being idiots in a swimming pool...oh yeah I forgot his place has swimming pool hah I remember the BBQ's we had here on the occasion, I stayed here for a long time and came back right in time for tea, it was unlimited and strange to me all these possibilities that I have always had but can never show to the "real world", whatever that was now.

I walked out and started to sing again only to be greeted to the boys one (Blake at the door) and zayden sitting comfortably on my bed. They both stoped in mid conversation and Blake closed the door extremely fast ,as Zayden cover his eyes quickly and that's when I grabbed on to my towel very tightly. Zayden broke the silence with...

"you can sing now, your pretty good at it, hah..." he stopped and waited for me to push his ass out.

"Zayden get out now!, before I kick you!" I said in a somewhat slightly calm manner. He kept his eyes coved and fumbled for the door handle to let him self out.

"Forward Zayden!" He lent forward and quickly closed the door. What an idiot I said under my breath. I quickly got my clothes witch was only a simple outfit. As in a pair of black jeans with slits in and a top with that was burgundy. I put on my make up and walked outside. Now I knew my way around this massive house I could walk strait into the kitchen and know where everything was. I laughed as I entered and saw zayden with Blake sat on the island giving me a slightly worried look as I walked in laughing to myself.

"Megan?.." zayden said slightly worried as I swung a cupboard door open. I turned to them both and looked at their faces, as my   laughing fazed out a bit.

"I'm fine boys!" I said happily closing the door. I jogged up to them and sat on the island smirking at them.

"Are you not going to eat?" Blake said gesturing with his eyes towards the fridge.

"Ah yes!," I said whilst sitting back up remembering what I was going to do in the first place. I grabbed an apple and turned to them. "So where we off too today boys!" I asked with a grin on my face.

"Well we need to finish off. where we left off" zayden said with a blank face but putting his hands on his legs.

I bit my apple and sighed "okay then.." I said wondering slightly why we had to. I walked to them both ,looked at them in the eyes then held both of their hands and closed my eyes.