SIMONS POV
"Lily.." out off everyone I didn't expect lily to be here , especially because she's Poppy best friend ."I just wanted to check on you , because you ran out ."
She said calmly . "Simon are you all right?" , do I tell her , do I trust her , fuck it I've lost everything already .
"Lily ... I just fill like I've lost everyone for what I have done , it was so bad , I can't bear it that , everyone off my mates hate me and will never forgive me , even my own sister hates me and wants me dead , I just can't leave her anymore..." I said sobbing."Simon.... don't ever say that , she's just really really mad , she'll come over soon and your not alone you have JJ ... and me ." She said calmly . This caused me to smile and stop crying, she took me back to the house , where everyone was , everyone gave me dirty looks , "it's gonna be alright Simon ."