I see you every single day
At night I see you in my dream
I think about this as I lay
I even think 'What does it mean?'
You ask me if I love you?
But I tell you a lie
If only you knew
I might keep this secret until I die
Every time I see you I would question our lives
We had a spark between us
Isn't that enough
I would tell you I love you
But that choice is tough
There was a spark between us, so what do I do?
Do I let it ignite
Or was that choice meant for you?
From what happened that night
The day I was myself,
The day you fell for me
Do you break up with your boyfriend
I love you, can't you see
But one day your boyfriend
Took you out to do something crazy
And now your life came to an end
All because I was lazy
Now I sit here
Watching you be buried
I should have told you
Now it's a burden that I carry
If I told you
You would have never died
If only you knew
Now I'm dead inside
So I say my goodbyes
But I walk away crying
I was was playing video games
On the night you were dying
If I told you you'd might still be here
But because I was scared
Your voice I will no longer hear
I could've told you
I could've saved you
Save me
Save him
But I didn't want to
I let fear get the best of me
And now you're dead because of me
I had a chance to be your savior
I had a chance to tell you,
It was such a small favor
Who let you die
It was me that's who
I now stand at your grave saying
"If only I told you... If only you knew."
