I know we had it good, but then we had a break up
Haven't talked to you since then
So I texted you and sucked it up.
I apologize for the absence
That I was gone since that day
I have been kinda down lately ever since
That day you said "no" and I ran away
I didn't want to accept it but there was no other choice
But in my head I argued with another voice.
"What went wrong? What did you do?
Is there a way to fix this? Can I pull a 'Doctor Who?'
Did she leave cause I pressured her, was I too distant?
I can only blame myself for her leaving in an instant"
For weeks I was down. I was going downward
Thinking everything I did wrong.
Was I way too forward
Or did I take too long.
So I sat in my chair.
Thought every mistake.
Scratching my hair.
Thinking how did we break.
But I was reminded don't focus on the bad.
Look to the light.
Remember the fun we had
When we were still tight.
Not when I made you mad
But when I made you laugh.
Not look at the statistics
Nor the graph
Just the good times.
Before my heart became two halves.
I still love you and I always will.
Always a place in my heart.
Regardless the downhill.
When we split apart.
I'm better now no longer in a bad place.
I hope you're fine too.
That we're still friends who can meet face to face.
I still consider you my best friend
Even though for a while we've been slow.
I hope you don't want this friendship to end
I just wanted to Let You Know...
