Moschino is the adopted brother of Drake. He moves across the country into this big mansion, attends a "normal" highschool where he meets people who would turn out to be his closest friends. One by one he tells them his "secret", while in the proces...
It's the next morning.....well 4 o'clock the next morning. I had the same nightmare about Zek that stopped two years ago, after I tried so hard to forget the monster he created.
I pulled out my MacBook to watch some Thai BL movies on YouTube, but that didn't help...it just made me even more depressed. Why is that at the end of almost every Thai BL (boy love [gay]) movie that one of the lovers die at the end? Anyways I went in the kitchen to fix me a glass of wine and sit outside by the pool.
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I sat outside thinking about all the things that made me happy. My friends, my family, my son.....I love them to death and something is telling me that I'm the protector out of all of us....and I'll be doing that til the day I die. I started singing to myself one of my favorite songs, Forth of July by Mariah Carey. As I was singing and trying to get my life I heard someone singing behind me....nobody but Aubrey. Right on cue......don't get me wrong I love that he wants to be there for me and all but some things I have to go through alone......it's like he respects me as an adult but he still wants to make his place known as the big brother.
"If you're gonna join at least get on key" I said plainly. He chucked and mushed my head.
"Nigga I was in key...fuck you mean?" He chuckled. I gave him a blank stare and I took a sip of wine while turning back to the pool. "Sorry for bringing him up."
"It's cool...I don't know why I'm not over it by now....... I should've been forgotten about it...it wasn't that serious since I'm alive." I said lowly.
"Moschino he set you on fire for fuck sake!" He said getting heated.
"YO DON'T YOU THINK I KNOW THAT?!?" I yelled. "I have to look at these scars on my body EVERY TIME I look in the mirror. I have to look at them and be REMINDED of what he did to me and the monster HE created. Son y'all may think that I'm just this fearless being but I'm genuinely afraid of that man."
"Look Li....I'm just saying that it is okay to be afraid. I'm looking you dead in your eyes in your face and tell you as YOUR protector that it...is...okay...."
"Aubrey you can't protect me from everything. I'm not a fucking baby anymore..." I responded and we sat there looking each other's eyes until he looked away.
"You know mom.....every time you'd spazz out she'd always say that ONE DAY....you'll find peace. I just want to be the one that makes that promise to you. If not at least make that promise to yourself." he said getting up and talking back in the house, leaving me there to marinate in his words.
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