Is This Real? (Discontinued)

Regrets and Revenge

Yes I know I haven't updated and months, I suck, I still find my writing cringe worthy. But yeah, I do wanna say something, I'm not really gonna point fingers, but please don't do this: "Update"
I see it in other books, and I rather prefer if you would say something like: "Can you please update soon? Thank you."

It's just as a writer, we have personal lives, and although yes that's no excuse for not writing for months, it's still a thing.

Alright, time to get to the story.

Zane's POV:
I had spent the rest of the day in the house, watching random shows, eating, just being depressed.

   Ugh, why does my life have to suck so much. I feel so mad, and just pained. I went in the bathroom and looked at myself in the mirror. Why do I have to look so ugly. Everyone hates me, I don't know what to do. I took out the knife I had hidden in one it the drawers. There were a few blood stains from all the times I've cut.

sighhh......I'm not even in the mood to cut. I put the knife back and go to lie on my bed. I have a flashback of what happened at the sleepover. Ugghhh, what am I gonna do? Should I break up with Travis?

Then I hear keys turning and the door opening. Uh oh, Travis is back. I can hear footsteps running around the house looking everywhere, I then heard them nearing the room.

   Travis busted into the room and came rushing towards me. "ZANE!"

   I groan as Travis grabs my hands and hugs me. "Zane, it wasn't on purpose, I still love you! I'm sorry, it just slipped out! Please Zane!" I was shocked to see Travis near tears. "I......ummmm......I'm not sure Travis." Should I tell him?

   "Look, maybe we should break up......." I say guiltily. Travis stares wide eyed at me before sobbing into my chest. "Z-Zane! Why? Is it because of the incident, I'm sorry! Please don't leave me, I need you!"

I wince as I'm not sure what to do. I think I can trust Travis on his word of not meaning what he said. But what was I gonna do about Ivy? "Travis, I accept the apology, but ummmmm.....there's something I need to tell you."

He looked up at me, "Z-Zane, you can tell me anything." He comforts me, as I hesitate if I should say anything.

"I'm scared to say it......" I say nervously as I reach over and grab his hand.
"Shhhhhh, its ok Zane, take your time." He says as he tightens his hands.

"I-uhmmmm..... after I ran out......Ivy kinda.....ummmm....kidnapped me...."
I say. "WHAT! I'LL KILL THAT MOTHER F*CKING B*TCH!!!" He seethes. "Uhmmmm.....Travis I'm not done...." He calms down and looks back at me. "Sorry....continue."

"Anyways....when I woke up, she threatened me to break up with you.....or she would hurt everyone...." I looked up at Travis with watery eyes. Travis hugged me as I lay my head in his chest.

"Don't worry Cupcake, we'll take care of her." Travis said.

"Cupcake?" I mumbled. "That's kinda a girly name. "Well, we're gay aren't we? So you're already kinda feminine." Travis responded.

I poked my head out of Travis's chest. I smacked him playfully, "Travis! Don't say such things!" He laughed as he pecked my lips.

"Ok, ok.......Cupcake." I sighed, I may as well get used to the nickname. "So what are we gonna do about Ivy?"
Travis looks at me and pulls out his phone, "We're gonna beat her up!" He exclaimed. He started texting everyone, telling them about everything. My phone was being spammed with messages since everyone was messaging on the group chat.

Travis closed his phone and looked at me. "Alright, we're going to go beat up Ivy now." I look at him with my eyebrows raised. "That's kinda rough Travis, but, how are we going to find her anyways?"

"Uh, duh, prodigy?" He looked at me.
"You mean Vylad?"

"Yup!" He grinned at me. "Vylad is apparently a hacker." Oh right, I remember now, I went into Vylad's room one time, just to see him on his computer hacking.

"Ok, can I just stay here?"

"What? But-I mean.....ok, if that's what you want? But I'll have Garroth guard you! I don't want my Cupcake to get smushed, I want the cream to be perfect when I get back. (I realize that sounds so wrong. YES YOU WILL GET A LEMON EVENTUALLY!! JUST WAIT ANOTHER 10 CHAPTER???")

I glare at Travis, "You know that sounded so wrong Travis?" Travis stared blankly at me. Before he realized and his cheeks flushed a little. "Ohhhhh....heheheh....that's what I meant though....I'll just go, I'll get Garroth to watch you. Stay safe Zuzu." Travis said as he kissed my cheek and walked out.

I sighed and waited another 5 minutes before I saw Garroth appear at my doorway. "I'm here little brother."

"Hey...." Garroth comes and sits on the bed. "Zane, how is Travis treating you? Why don't you break up with him? What he did back earlier...."

"Garroth, it was just a mistake, we worked it out." I assured him, but to no avail.
Garroth growled, "I don't like you dating him..."

"Garroth you can't interfere with my love life..."

"Fine! But I'm still watching him."

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Yay done, idk. Ok 👋 bye. lol I'm so awkward