You & I

Chapter Four

Niall woke up the next morning with a smile in his face. The start of the weekend has been horrendous, with his parents finding out about him and kicking him out. Even now, the memory of that night made Niall's heart tug a little.

But that soon faded as he recalled the rest of the weekend, where he had found his Papa.

Speaking of which.....where was Zayn? A holy of fear ran through Niall. What if his Papa decided that he really was a freak after and and left him? Niall whimpered, curling in on himself as the tears started to flow.

In his emotional state, Niall didn't notice the door being opened until a very concerned Zayn ran to his side, instantly embracing him. "Baby?! What's wrong?!" Zayn desperately asked. It was tearing him in two to see his baby so upset.

That got through to Niall, and he let out a sob of relief against his Papa's shoulder.

He hadn't left.

"I-I thought you h-had left me!" Niall sobbed, clinging for dear life on to Zayn's shirt. "Shh..baby, why would I do that?" Zayn gently asked, rubbing Niall's back comfortingly. "Cuz I'm a freak..." Niall hiccuped, and Zayn tensed.

"Baby, look at me." Zayn softly demanded. When Niall lifted his head, Zayn continued. "If this thing is going to work between is Niall, you need to let go of your insecurities. Especially the one where you think you're a freak. You are not. You are Niall James Horan, my baby, and you should never be ashamed of that. I love you. Just the way you are."

Zayn softly kissed Niall's cheek, then his nose, then his eyelids, smiling when he heard the younger lad giggle.

"Let me see that beautiful smile babe." Niall flashed him the biggest smile he could, and Zayn chuckled, tickling Niall's sides.

"Let's go make some breakfast."

Down stairs, with Niall in the couch watching cartoons and Zayn in the kitchen, Zayn's good mood dimmed slightly. He didn't like that his baby kept feeling bad about himself. He would have to make sure that went away.


Fast.


With a determined nod, he continued cooking.

After their meal of pancakes and fruit( hand fed to Niall of course ) Zayn for Niall dresses and ready to do out. He had found a kink shop downtown and was eager to explore it. When Zayn had explained to Niall where he was planning on taking them, he was a little hesitant, being slightly embarrassed, but quickly got over it with a few cuddles from his papa.

About a 20 minute drive later, they arrive at a small shop. Again, Niall hesitates, but coaxing from Zayn calms him down again. As they walk in, Niall's eyes immediately go to a section labeled 'Infantilism'. There, assortments of adult sized onesies, nappies, and supplies are nearly laid out.

Niall's attention is quickly grabbed by a green dummy, and he studies it in want. When he feels arms wrap around his waist he jumps slightly, relaxing when he realized it's his papa. "You want it baby?" Zayn asks. nuzzling Niall's neck. Niall nods shyly, gripping the package tightly. "Put it in the cart." Zayn says, and Niall smiles.

When they get home, they have over 5 pages full of everything they would need. They had clothes, furniture, toys, movies, two dummy's, and a baby blanket ( From Niall's insistence ).

Niall and Zayn were looking through their purchases when Zayn turned to him suddenly, a serious expression on his face.

"Niall, you've been holding out in me. You haven't been going into your headspace, not really.
I want it all."

Zayn turned to the nearest bad and pulled out a pack of nappies, and Niall froze.






Shit.