Dans point of view
{ finally, I know lol ( ^ω^ ) }
My body instantly froze. The tremorous rise and fall from my chest came to a stand-still and It felt as if I was suffocating under my own anxiety. Phil felt the need to catechize me, asking if I had met my "soul mate" yet. Is he that oblivious? He should already know. So, I did the first thing i thought of: I pretended to be asleep.
As I laid there with my eyes shut ever so lightly, l felt a restless Phil creep over my body. I felt his eyes on me and tried my best not to make a move. A cold finger swept my hazelnut hair out of my face, and I almost jolted at his touch. "You'll never know.." he began, Each word slithering into my ear like a snake starved of shelter. Blood rushed to my face almost instantaneously as he went on. "No matter who you love, your soul will always dance with mine, but you'll never know."
The words echoed in my head as I longed to reach up and kiss him, confessing how long I've wanted this, but I didn't. Instead I took a deep breathe, trying to exhale all of the nervousness within me. His honeysuckle lips brushed over my forehead, leaving me craving more of him with every millisecond. He turned over and dismissed the situation under the influence of sleep.
I opened my eyes, cognizant of Phil. I knew he was still awake, his mind spiraling with different thoughts, but his eyes squeezed shut as if he was telling the rest of the world not to burden him. My head was pleading for me to speak, my heart begging at my feet to say something. Anything. To give him I sign that I knew. I just want to hold him.
I rolled onto my side, and cuddled into phil, as if I was asleep. My hand stretching across his chest and my head resting beneath his arm. My body pressed against him, pining for his touch. I felt as each breath left his body as he played with my hair. He places his hand on my hip and it felt as if fireworks had just exploded throughout the entirety of my being. And at that moment, I knew. I loved Phil Lester like no other.
