Past | #Wattys 2018

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Zane's POV

Do you have that feeling that you love your ex but you just can't because you're with another girl ?

Yeah that's me.

Zane Fucking Jerk Ass Parker

I miss Ciara Winson.

I miss her so so so much.

I'm such a pussy.

I should've get her back. I should've think of something to get her back, but no I can't.

She doesn't even remember me, she doesn't. She's happy with her life and I'm happy with her life.

Although I do like her calling me "hot".

"Babe. What are you thinking?" Ruby asked me and I gave her a reassuring smile

"Nothing important." I said and she nodded

"Hey. I'm going out for a walk. I'll see you later." I said to her and gave her a kiss before going out

"Bye. Be safe." She said with a smile

I nodded and began to head out.

Ruby and I have been dating for 9 months.

Yeah.

Stronger than the relationship between Ciara and I.

I love Ruby and Ciara.

I'm such an ass.

While walking at the park, I caught a glimpse of a brunette sipping her drink.

Wait?

Is that Ciara?

You've got to be kidding me.

Just then, her serviette dropped on the floor.

Here goes my chance.

I walked to her side and picked her serviette up.

I lifted my head and our gaze met.

She began to blushed and took it from me.

Aww

She's still cute as ever

But sadly she doesn't remember me.

"Here you go." I said and passed her her serviette with a smile

"Thank you." She said and I smiled

I looked at her and smirked

"Hi there. I'm Zane Parker." I said and offer a handshake

"Ciara Winson." She said and accept his handshake

I wonder if she stills remember me.

"Don't worry. I remember you." She said with a soft smile

Shit.

Did I say that out loud?

"Yes you did." She said and giggled

Oh god.

"I'm really sorry for the past months. I really am." I said

"That's like so long ago. It's fine. I don't really remember the scene where we broke up but my friends told me so it's fine." She said and I chuckled

"Xavier ?"I asked and she nodded

"So how's your relationship with er?" She said and start to think of my girlfriend's name.

"Ruby." I said and she smile

"Yeah her!" She said and took a sit on the bench, offering me a seat.

"We're good." I said and she nodded

But not as good as our relationship.

After that, it was a comfortable silence. We weren't talking.

I turned my attention to her and she was looking at the blue sky and smiling.

She loves enjoying looking at the sky.

"Still love looking at the sky?" I asked her and she laughed

"Yeah. It still look beautiful." She said

"Not as beautiful as you." I said and she blushed

"Thank you Zane." She said

Just then her phone rang.

"Sorry." She said

"Go ahead." I said and nodded at her

She took her phone out and began to answer it.

"Hello?"

"I'm at the park."

"No not alone."

"I'm with Zane."

"Geez. Come down. I'm fine. Zane's a good guy."

I began to smile

"Talk to you soon okay?"

"Bye."

"Who was that?" I asked her

"Henry." I said and she nodded

"So you like him?" I asked and she blushed

"I guess you can say that." She said

My heart began to break.

Okay stop.

You can't cheat on Ruby.

"I gotta go now Zane." She said and both of us stood up

"Nice to meet you again." She said and I smiled

"Yeah." I said

"Bye." She said

"Can I give you a hug?" She asked me and I chuckled

"Sure." I said and she hugged me

I miss that.

"Bye Winson." I said and she laughed

"Bye Parker." She said before walking away.

Glad to meet you.

You're always going to be in my heart Ciara.

Always will be.

I took a deep breath before walking back home.