twilight saga new moon as told by Edward cullen

1.A BIG DAY.

I decided to stay home tonight to give her some room to think because tomorrow is going to be a big day for her even if she didn't think it of that way,I am so excited for her  birthday suddenly my mind drifted to my blurry human memories  in which my face still blushed if I weren't changed as a vampire my life could have moved forward with someone else in place of Bella.

I immediately dismissed the thought from my mind if that would have happened I couldn't have seen the love of my eternity Bella on turning I saw the clock which is tickling and moving its way towards 12.01 of September thirteenth her birthday which gave me a new hope she can be with me forever without changing herself into someone cold even then she would be the same girl who I love more than myself.Jumping from my window and running towards her home today gives me a new energy in hardly six and a half minutes I climbed into her window and saw once again I'm realizing that she is a angel who came down from heaven for this cold beast.

Moving on my tiptoe I sat next to her in her small bed I heard charlie snoring and also his dream of catching a fish even with the with that fish stick is broken in its weight.I chuckled by seeing the same dream wondering whether this man has any other goal than catching a big fish in his entire life of being a cop.My mind came back to my sleeping beauty who is now biting her beautiful bottom lip and a blush coming across her one thing is sure that she is dreaming about me,I want to kiss that lip but its  wrong to wake her from her cause her stress of being eighteen was visible for few weeks.So changing my mind I bent down to kiss her forehead at the movement when my cold lip touched her cream warm skin an electricity was visible between us my lips were warm withing seconds leaving my tension behind  myself.

I ran back home with lunatic  thoughts about our future once nearing meadow my mind full of Alice's earlier vision of Bella as broken in my arms and then as a immortal with my mothers wedding ring in her hand for one second my mind drifted into thoughts of marrying Bella in a beautiful meadow - our meadow where I showed my true identity to her that what kind of a predator I am but she didn't run or cry as someone would have done.

I came back to present by Alice thought buzzing through my head that Bella is eighteen but she hasn't upgraded her wardrobe yet I laughed at her thought this is Alice being ridiculous on her fashion this comment about Bella being eighteen is enough above all that I don't want to listen to Rosalie's crap about love of my life but the word love isn't appropriate eternity maybe the perfect description I decided to stay in the meadow killing the night ahead to see the dawn slowly coloring the pale sky it reminds me Bella blushing I heard Alice shouting at top of her mind "it's time we've got to go and wish her".

I went inside the house with a new start reaching my room within seconds to avoid Rosalie taking a quick shower and changing into a jean and a black shirt running back to garage and sliding into the driver seat of my silver Volvo I  heard her say "record timing"  a quarter second before starting the engine fastening in I pulled into the empty road.If it's someone else in my place Alice presence could have surprised them but not me as I was half expecting her interfering me so instead of wondering I tapped the music system which sung to life with a melody of Debbusy - our favourites. I remember our first ride to her home in the same Volvo and also her scent inside the car is fresh from yesterday   like the fist time this was enough to reach my destination.

The drive was short indeed when I pulled up into the familiar parking lot of Forks high school it was nearly empty except for the few car of staffs Alice's unexpected attack of displaying visions of Bella human,immortal affected me with pain near to death I gave a warning glance she raised her hands in air and said "you know what I mean it was not to hurt you but to make consider it she too wishes for that" I replied in a cold voice "do you think she would love me if inflict that on her I would kill her in a fraction of second" she stared at me like I've grown an extra pair of limbs and said "don't say like that I know you love her more than yourself" at this words I felt like my heart has been showered with flowers from heaven life I've been a whole new spirit.