Cry Me A River

"Everything i do seems to be wrong"

I was at the mall, I decided to go since Justin said he had to hit the studio today. He didn't know i was going though. My best friend Aria was with me, which was good since i needed a little girl time. But, what sucked was paparazzi was following us around and taking pictures. I didn't like paparazzi, i mean i was used to them taking pictures of me, but how many pictures do they really need? And sometimes they asked really rude questions.

"Kendall are you and Justin over?" One paparazzi shouted at me.

"Just ignore them" Aria whispered to me

"Always do"

We went up the elevator, the mall had. One because the store we wanted to go to was upstairs and two because we wanted to get away from the paparazzi.

We walked into Victoria's Secret and looked around. I loved the perfume they had, so i eventually grabbed some to buy the whole pile. She kept grabbing them one by one.

"Are you going to buy the whole store?"

I said with a sarcastic smile. Sarcasm was my second language. Obviously.

"Ha ha, shut up you know how much i love this store"

"Yeah, i can tell"

I looked out the store window and again saw paparazzi taking pictures of Aria and I. Just great. I hope this doesn't go on E News and TMZ. I didn't need people talking. The next thing you know i was probably going to be on a blog saying all this stuff on how "Justin Bieber's 3 year girlfriend, spotted shopping at Victoria's Secret today with a friend, The couple has recently moved in together, are they getting that serious?"

Which was not true. Only if they knew the truth of what's been going on since we moved in.

"So are you ready to go?"

Aria asked me.

"Yeah"

I paid for everything, since Aria forgot her credit card in her car . I had to keep reassuring her it was okay, after she thanked me and said she was going to return the favor. Which was kinda annoying.

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I unlocked the door to my house and walked in. I rested the keys on a counter top and took off my shoes. I then went upstairs to put away my shopping bags. I heard the shower running as i did that. Justin must have been home. Which was a surprise since he was never usually home. I wasn't complaining though, i actually was kind of glad.

I went downstairs and into the kitchen to get a drink of water. I was thirsty after all that shopping and talking. I looked around the kitchen and started making dinner. I was going to make Justin's favorite; spaghetti. I let the water boil for a couple minutes before putting the noodles. I was so distracted that i didn't even hear Justin when he entered the kitchen.

"Hey"

I jumped, almost having a heart attack and turned around to look at Justin, who was in some basketball shorts and was shirtless.

"Don't do that to me"

"Sorry"

Justin said as he walked over to me and wrapped his arms around my waist. I loved this. I loved the feeling of his strong arms wrapped around me. He used to do this all the time, but now it's every once in a while. When he did things like this, i felt loved and safe, that i didn't have to worry anymore. It was just him and I.

"What are you doing?"

"Making spaghetti"

"Oh" He said as he unwrapped himself from my waist. He went over to one of the counter chairs and sat down, while I went back to making dinner. It was silent for a while. It wasn't one of those awkward silence, it was more like no one had anything to say. That is, until Justin was first to break the ice.

"So you went to the mall?"

"Yes"

"With who?"

"Aria ...why? Is that a problem?" I said turning around to face him.

"No, but why didn't you tell me?"

By the loom of his face, he was getting angry.

"You were at the studio and i didn't want to disturb you"

He bit his lip and looked at the table. He then sighed and got up and walked over to me. He grabbed my face gently and looked deep into my eyes. I always loved his eyes, they made get butterflies in my stomach. He pressed his forehead against mine and leaned in, while closing his eyes. I did the same, as he softly pressed his lips against mine. I kissed back immediately, while wrapping my arms around his neck. He then wrapped his arms around my waist, again while picking me up off the ground.

I wrapped my legs around his waist, as we continued making out. He then lead me out of the kitchen and up the stairs and into our room. He gently laid me on the bed and kissed me on the lips one more time before going to my neck. I shivered at the light kisses he placed on my throat.

"Justin..." I moaned

Justin then put his hands on my shirt, and tensed up. I grabbed his hands and pulled them out of my shirt.

"What's wrong?"

Justin asked as he pulled away from kissing my neck.

"I am not ready for this"

Justin stared at me a couple minutes before sighing and getting off me. He then walked into the bathroom, leaving me laying here on the bed. I sighed and got up off from bed.

Everything I do seems to be wrong.