Cry Me A River

Engagment ring

Kendall's POV:

I was laying in bed. It was now midnight and Justin wasn't home. I was freaking out about the results. I wasn't pregnant but, the thought of actually tell Justin that i took a pregnancy test today scared the living hell out of me. Even though i wasn't pregnant i felt as if i was. Believe me i didn't want a child at the age of eighteen because i couldn't handle it. Im still growing up and I'm still a kid. There is no way i could have a child now.

Even though it was Justin and i's vacations, I'm glad he was gone at the moment for me to think about things. To think about our relationship, and whats been happening for the past months. It seemed like Justin was with me here physically but, wasn't with me mentally. I was in love with Justin, i have been in love with him ever since i realized i did. And that was on our anniversary when we were only together for three months at the time. I smiled at the thought of our carnival date.

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FLASH BACK:

"Justin stop!" I squealed as he tickled me. He knew where i liked to be tickled but, i also was about to pee my pants. Justin wrapped his arms around my waist and laughed into my ear. "I love you so much" he whispered softly. I pulled away and looked into those deep brown eyes that could just make my heart melt with one glance.

"I love you more"

Justin scoffed at this, And got the look of seriousness. "No, i love you more, your the only one for me, never forget that" he cupped my face with his hands. I tried pulling them off but, he would y let me. Ugh so stubborn sometimes. "Justin let go" i kept trying but, all it did was make my cheeks look chubby as i pulled back. Justin just laughed.

"No, not until you admit that i love you more"

"Okay, okay you love me more now let go, shut up and give me a kiss"

"Oh, so demanding i like it"

Justin leaned down and gave me a light sweet kiss. It was a long kiss full of passion and it was perfect. Every time he kissed me it felt as if i was falling in love with him again and again. Love like that was hard to find. But, our love was real. I was the first one to pull away for some air. I breathed out, and felt my heart rate go back to normal.

"Shut up, its not funny" i said to Justin. He just kept laughing at me. He knew the effects he had on me when he kissed me, thats why he was laughing. So mature Justin.

"Okay, I'm sorry want to go on more rides now, baby girl?"'

"As long as I'm with you"

Justin smiled and grabbed my hand. I, of course grinned back and accepted it.

"Always"

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I sighed at the good old times we had. But, now everything seemed so different. Just thinking about it gave me a headache. I got up from bed and went into the bathroom the hotel had. It was pretty small bathroom but, it was still nice.

I grabbed the small bottle of aspirin they had, and popped one into my mouth. I then turned on the skin and cupped my hands for some water. It was a weird way of drinking water but, had no choice.

I then opened the small, miniature closet they had for a towel but, something in a little black box caught my eye. No, it couldn't be. I grabbed the box and opened it in such a hurry. It-t-t is-s AN ENGAGEMENT RING. I cant believe it. I began screaming at the top of my lungs and dancing. Justin is going to propose me. We were finally going to be together forever.

I began getting a little teary eyed but, i stopped once i heard the hotel door shut.

"Kendall I'm here"

I quickly shoved the box back were it was and whipped my tears away.

"Im in the bathroom!" I shouted back.

I was so happy, i was practically jumping. I just wanted to jump out and say "Yes, i will marry you!" But, that would ruin everything and our moment.

At least there was one thing i was for sure about...

Why Justin was acting weird now.

I smiled at the thought and walked out of the bathroom to greet the love of my life.

(Im so sorry for not updating I've been really busy! Okay so i just want to wish you a merry christmas and i hope you eat a lot!❤️🎅 i love y'all)