Chapter Twenty(Through The Dark)

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A/N HEY GUYS!!! SO THIS IS THE THIRD TO LAST CHAPTER ENJOY :)

TAYLOR'S POV

it has been 3 days sense I left the hospital and Harry refuses to leave my side.

"babe you okay?" he asks be

"yea just daydreaming" I say and he won't stop asking if I am okay.

"about what?" he asks

"how much I am going to miss you" I say to him

"come with me Taylor" he says

"I have my own music to work on" I say

"you can work on it in Australia" he says and look's at me pleadingly

"I don't have a record company in Australia" I say with a laugh "and it's only three months till I'll see you again"

"three months to long" he says and kisses my forehead. "I don't want to leave you alone fore three months"

"i'll be fine Harry" I say with a sarcastic eye roll "beside Selena will be here"

he laughs "I know but she not going to protect you from bad guys" he says in his cute little begging voice.

"Harry" I say and grab his cheek's "Luke is in Jail and will be for a very long time"

"I know" he says and pecks my lips "I just want to be here to protect you"

"you'll always be there to protect me" I say "and I don't want anyone else to"

"you're my one and only" he says and kisses me again.

"I love you" I say back and kiss him.

"I always thought I would end up alone" he says to me, after Luke so did I.

"so did I" I say back "but plan's change and so do people"

"marry me" he says and get's of the couch and onto one knee, what the hell is happening "Taylor Alison Swift I love you and will always love you and want you to be mine for the rest of my life"

"ha-harry" I stutter in shock.

"marry me" he says again

"Harry" I say "I am nineteen years old"

"so am I" he says "and I have never been so sure of anything"

"Harry" I say again "my career just started your's is in a fantastic place, marriage now?"

"don't you love me" he says

"more than anything" I reply

"so why not" he says

"Harry no I won't" I am not ready for marriage

"what!" he says and stands up "you're kidding"

"harry" I say standing up to "don't be mad, I like what we are, I like who we are now"

"I can't believe you" He says and starts walking out of my apartment

"where are you going??" I ask and I can feel tears coming to my eyes

"goodbye Taylor" he says

"see you in three months" I say back

"no" he says "this is goodbye forever" he finishes and than slams the door.

goodbye.forever.no.

HARRY'S POV

I CAN'T BELIEVE HER!

she just told she me loved me 'more than anything' but she can't marry me. if she can't commit to me like I can to her, than she doesn't deserve me.

but I don't want to lose her, what did I just do.

what was I thinking marriage, we are nineteen.

but I want to marry her, I want to be with her forever, maybe that wasn't fair of me to ask.

TAYLOR'S POV

"Selena!" I sob into my phone

"what's wrong?" she says, I am crying ti hard to answer "Tay I'll be there in five" and she hangs up.

five minutes later there is a knock on my door, wow that was fast.

"babe what's wrong?" she says hugging me "why is your makeup all down your face"

"it's harry" I say

"i'm going to miss Lou too, it's only three months" She says

"it's not that" I say

"what did he do?" she asks now with deep concern in her eyes.

"he left me" I say

"like broke up?" she asks

"ye-yes" I stutter

"oh Tay!" she say's hugging me "why?"

"because he asked me to marry him" I say

"HE ASKED YOU TO MARRY HIM?!?" She screams but it is one of her OMG! i am so excited for you screams

"and I said no" I say

"why I thought you where crazy for him" she says

and than there is another knock at my door.

"come in" Selena says "sorry I called Perrie too"

"it's fine" I say still hugging her

"OHNO!" Perrie says "what's wrong?"

"You sit down Tay" Selena says "I fill her in"

Selena fills Perrie in with everything I told her.

"HARRY ASKED YOU TO MARRY HIM?!" Perrie shouts

"yea" I say

"why would you say no" she says

"Because" I say because that is all I can say, I don't really now why I said no.

"because your scared" Selena says

"no" I say

"than why?" Perrie asks

"because I love him too much, and I am scared that if I give him everything, he'll get bored and walk away" I say, maybe that's why I said no, not because of my age or my career maybe I was scared.

"Taylor" Perrie says sitting next to me "I have seen Harry say he was in love before, but I could always tell he wasn't" she put's her arm around you "but with you I could tell he loved you from the first time I saw you two together"

"really?" I ask her

"really" she says "I could tell right away"

"everyone could" Selena says

"but it's to late to say yes" I say and start crying again "he is mad and angry and gone"

"it's not to late" Selena says

"Tay grab your guitar there flight leaves in an hour the airport is 45 minutes away we are going to catch those boys" Selens says and I grab my sparkly guitar and we run into the car.

I know exactly what song I am going to play for him.

I want to be Mrs. Harry Styles.

or at least Mrs. Taylor Styles-Swift

I like my last name

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A/N
•It so weird to this book is coming to an end
•thank you all for reading it :)
•seriously I love you guy's so much
•only two more chapters :(
•maybe more if I can't squeeze my ending into to more
•well to more and and epilogue because I promise ls you guys :)
•check out my other fanfics
-Begin Again(Haylor/Laylor)
-What Now(Zaylena/Haylor/Lialor)

WELL UNTIL NEXT TIME

XOXO KATIE :*

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