Don't Hurt Him [Felix Kjellberg/PewDiePie Fanfic] COMPLETED

Chapter Two: Surprise

October 25th, 2011

I felt so dumb and wrong the day after I rejected him. I felt like I was the Devil. I completely fucked up his emotions, and that on his birthday. And I realized that nobody gets me like he does. I found out that I was lying to myself that day and that I actually feel the same. Nothing and nobody compares to him.

I was crying uncontrollably when I realized that I let the person that I love the most down, and that with a complete lie. I hoped that he would answer the phone, so I could apologize to him and tell him that I do love him, but he didn't. I was not surprised. If I were him, I wouldn't pick the phone up, either.

I buried my face in-between my hands and mentally slapped myself.

What now? God, you're so stupid, Alex. You fuck everything up. I wish you'd just go die in a hole! Hmm... Maybe you can go to his apartment and hope he answers the door.

I quickly visited his apartment. He didn't open the door when I rang it. I decided to try and open it, but it was a pathetic idea; he wouldn't just leave it open. It opened, though.

I saw an old lady that I didn't know inside.

"Uh, hello? Do you know where mister Kjellberg is?" I said with a funny look on my face.

"Oh, that handsome young man? He sold me this apartment. He said that he's moving to Italy to see some girl named Marzia Bisognin or something like that. Why are you asking?" The old lady said.

"Uh... I'm his girlfriend... We had kind of a conflict together yesterday... Thank you for the information." I said with tears in my eyes.

Marzia Bisognin - that ugly Italian bitch friend of his that he met through the internet. Felix was heartbroken and made the stupid decision to go and visit her so he could get a new girlfriend.

I ran out of the apartment with quiet sobs. I layed down on my bed and cried my face off. It hurt so much. I was so sorry for hurting him like this. I didn't want this... No, I didn't. I didn't even get to say goodbye to him...