Don't Hurt Him [Felix Kjellberg/PewDiePie Fanfic] COMPLETED

Chapter Four: Hello?... Ermahgerd!

October 22nd 2012

After my birthday has passed, I didn't get any messages from Felix. Not even one single message. Nothing at all.

I felt terrible and so weird again... I was crying for so long... My eyes were red every single day...

I decided to go to Italy today, so I could come see him, find out what's going on... And most importantly, wish him a happy birthday in person.

I was actually already there, standing in front of his and Marzia's apartment. I rang the doorbell with a faint smile on my face.

"Door's open." Said a sorrowfuly toned voice. Even through the sorrowful tone, I recognized the voice; it was Felix's.

I was slightly worried about him already, but what I found when I entered the apartment was truly terrible...

Everything was smelling foully of strong perfume and there was a trail of blood on the floor; it led to the bathroom.

I followed the trail, eyes wide. I didn't know what was behind the door of the bathroom yet, though... It was something that would forever haunt me...

Felix was sitting on the floor, his clothes and arms were covered in blood. His eyes were closed in pain and tears were streaming down his face. Felix's hand held a razor...

"Felix!" I screamed, my eyes full of tears. I instantly leaned to him, wiping his tears away.

"Go away, Alex. You, the love of my life... You don't love me back... Marzia doesn't love me... Hell, even her fucking dog doesn't love me... I'm completely worthless." He mumbled in-between sobs, his voice incredibly weak and raspy.

"Felix - but-"

"No buts... Leave me alone, please... I don't want you to see me like this." Felix mumbled, his voice getting weaker and weaker.

"But I love you!" I shouted, tears streaming down my face as I took the razor out of his hand.

"You're just saying that so I won't feel so worthless... I'm sorry, but I'm not dumb enough to believe you." Felix said in a whisper, his eyes starting to lose their glow.

"No, that's not true! I really love you!" I screamed with a sorrowful tone in my voice and wrapped his arms in the nearest towels that I found.

"You've always been such a sweet girl... So kind... You tried your best not to hurt anyone... I will never forget you, Alex... Even though we'll be in different worlds... Goodbye." He whispered with his last breath, his head collapsing to the side.

"No, no, no!" I shouted, calling the emergency.

I pressed my hands to his chest. I gave him 30 chest compressions. I tilted his head with one hand and lifted his chin with two fingers of my other hand, then I firmly pinched his nose and sealed my lips over his mouth. I blowed in it until his chest rised.

Slowly, Felix's eyes fluttered open. "Why did you save my life? I could've died... I could've been happy... I wouldn't have to feel so worthless anymore... Why?" He said, weakly reaching his hand out for his razor.

I put his hand back down. "Because I love you." I said, caressing his cheek.

"No, you don't... You already told me an year ago." Felix said weakly.

"Felix - I was shocked. I didn't know what to say. I didn't have enough time to think about my feelings... I said what I had on the tip of my tongue, but now I know it was a lie. I just needed some time... Now I know that I love you." I said.

"All this time I was dying inside, knowing that you don't love me... Knowing a complete lie. Why didn't you fucking tell me?" He said, his eyebrows furrowed.

"I was texting you every single day of my life. I was asking you how are you doing, why aren't you replying to me, sending you poems that I created only for you as an apology for being so stupid and telling you that I don't love you... I was constantly sending you messages... You didn't reply." I said, shrugging.

"You didn't send me shit!" Felix said.

"And after I texted you for the first time, Marzia gave me your new phone number-" I continued, but I was cut off by him.

"Marzia did what?" Felix said, his eyes glinting with anger.

"She sent me your new phone number." I said simply.

"But I don't have a new phone number. My phone number is still the same." Felix said with rage in his voice.

"Did you get the first text?" I asked.

"When did you send it to me?" Felix asked.

"On October 26th at 1 PM." I said.

"Marzia had the phone at that time." He said angrily.

"Do you think she might have deleted my text?" I asked suspiciously.

"I don't think she might have... I KNOW she DID." Felix nearly shouted.

"Psst... Calm down... You lost a lot of blood..." I whispered.

I heard the doorbell ring.

"The door is open!" I shouted.

"So, are we boyfriend and girlfriend?" I asked in a whisper.

"Well... You know, it's missing one thing... But I don't think this is the right moment to do that thing, so... Yeah." Felix whispered with a smirk.

He nearly died just a while ago, yet he's already thinking dirty. Boys.

I gave him a quick kiss on the lips and watched as the doctors entered the bathroom.

"Your name?" One of them asked as the others were carrying Felix away.

"I'm Alexis Ockerman." I replied.

"His name?" The doctor asked.

"Felix Kjellberg." I said.

"Your relationship towards him?" He asked.

"I'm - I'm his girlfriend." I replied.

A/N: My God, someone's actually reading my story! *dies*

Thank you, thank you, thank you! <3