Falling Feathers Rising(Kakashi Love Story)

Character info + Prologue

(Pic is Jay, my OC)

Name: Jay Suzuku

Looks: picture

Likes: chocolate, pocky, ramen, anime, sharp objects, unnatural things, wolves, cats, dogs, blue jays, the dark, music, reading, writing, drawing, and the colors white, black and purple.

Dislikes: drunks, mean people, arrogant people, spiders, snakes, being bored, boring explanations, long speeches, the light, sudden loud noises, the color pink and bright colors, and the cold.

Skills: cooking, mixed martial arts, playing any instrument, kendo(sword fighting), writing music and books/stories, drawing, hiding her emotions, and reading body language.oooh

​​​​​​Personality: Obedient, quite (cause she is mute), clumsy, can be aggressive at times, calm, forgiving yet unforgiving (depends on situation/ what happened), cautious around strangers, fast learner, and hard worker.

Bio: Mom and dad were together up until dad told mom that he had found another woman he loved more than her and they were already engaged so mom divorced dad and not long after mom learned she was pregnant with dads child. Dads wife hated how pretty Jay was so she forced her to dress like a guy which in turn made her mom ignore her more than she already did unless she was to do something or was wanted for something. Her siblings treat her as their own personal maid since they all think she is worthless/ horrible at everything else. All her schoolmates ignore, bully, or don't care about her.

~Prologue~

I am laying in my bed contemplating the meaning of life and emotions. I mean , why do we have emotions when all they do is get in the way or hurt you more than you already are? Why strive to be better when all people will see is your failures? Why pretend to be something your not when you could be yourself? Why do people feel better about themselves when they make others feel bad about themselves? Why do people only care about themselves instead of those who could use help? WHY DO PEOPLE FEEL PLEASURE FROM OTHERS PAIN?
Those were just some of the thoughts running through my head, there were others like: Will anyone miss me if I were to disappear? Does anyone love me for ME? If I were to die how many people would come and cry at my funeral if I even have one? Would I feel pain were I to purposely cut my arms? Or heavenly bliss, for all my problems are flowing away through my blood?
Oh yeah, I forgot to introduce myself. My name's Jay, Jay Suzuku. My family consists of me, my mom, my sperm donor(dad), my brothers, and my sisters. My mom's name is Emilia Suzaki. She is 47 years old with wavy, long, raven black hair and silver eyes, plus she is a famous baker. My sperm donor's name is *shivers* Lucas Suzuku, he is 42 years old with short brown hair and green eyes. He is an abusive drunk with an alcoholic wife, Jady Suzuku. Jady has strait, long, blond hair and blue eyes, I don't know how old she is and I honestly don't care. My brothers names are Yugo Suzuku and Mizuko Suzuku. Yugo is 26 years old with short dyed blond hair and brown eyes, also he is a major bully. Mizuko is 10 years old with short black hair and blue eyes, he is also a major gamer. My sister's names are Kumiko Suzaki, Yuki Suzaki, and Minazu Suzuku. Kumiko is 23 years old with wavy, medium length, blond hair and green eyes, she is a computer/ technology genius. Yuki is 20 years old with curly, short, brown hair and brown eyes, she is a music prodigy. Minazu is 12 years old with curly, medium length, ginger/reddish hair and golden eyes. She was adopted at a young age and seems to have a future in the acting business.
Then their is me, I'm 16 years old with straight, long, white hair and one silver-blue eye and one gold-red eye. I have three dark purple squiggly lines under my right eye that I put their for certain reasons (picture at the top). I only have one to two friends and I'm the families screw up. Anything my siblings can do I can't, and no matter how hard I try my mom is always disappointed with me. Yet she is proud of all of my other sibling so she spoils them rotten, totally forgetting about me. Oh, another thing I forgot to mention is I'm mute. Well anyways I better get up and ready for school or Minazu will come and shout at me again.
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        Hi this is  Jay_the_Eevee or Jay for short and this is my first story so please tell me what you think of my story so far! Go ahead and tell me all thoughts, I am open to all opinions/thoughts of my story!! Also this story is on my Quotev if you want to read it over their, my name is Jay-kun is sleepy so feel free to do as you please. PLEASE DON'T STEAL MY PICTURE, I DREW IT MYSELF!!!!