What happened to us

Apologies prt 1.

5:34Am read my iPhone.after getting mad high with the twins and falling asleep I had awoken again with a big headache.35 new text messages and 40 new missed calls all from kian.as much as I still loved him I just can't forgive him.seeing him with that blonde made my heart break into little microscopic pieces.as I was now facing the ceiling my phone lights up with a new message from kian.I'm sorry please forgive me I read as a tear rolled down my cheek.kian has always been like this.last time was with my ex-bestfriend.he cheated on me with my bestfriend.but me being the naive little 17 year old forgave him.after he begged and promise he would never do it again here we are again.but this time was different.he had broken my heart so many times that I just can't forgive him.after my train of thoughts was crashed by another txt from kian I realized that more tears where coming out of my eyes.I needed to get out of the twins house before I woke them up.I silently sat up and headed towards the door.luckily they were dead asleep still.suddenly my phone starts to vibrate from a call from kian.I stared at the caller id for a few seconds before picking up.hello was all I said listen megan I'm sorry I know I messed up but this is the last time.I just want your forgiveness.I...was the last thing I heard before hanging up and opening the door to my Telsa.here he is again apologizing for breaking my heart.my mom always told me to follow my heart but which piece should I follow when there are so many.inside my coat there were 3 blunts that one of the twins probably had put in there.i slightly smiled and lit up one.soon enough I was high out of my mind.getting high for me makes me forget everything and that was exactly what I needed again.in a few hours school started and as much as I would like to just stay home and get high I couldn't.I'm trying to graduate early and get into Stanford.a good hour went by and now the clock read 6am and school started at 9 which ment I had a few hours to sleep.my high had gone by pretty fast.I turned on my radio and headed home.without traffic it took me a good 20 minutes.as I parked I noticed a very familiar car.suddenly I got a gut feeling.you know like the ones you get when you know that something is about to happen.well one like that.i pushed it to the back of my head and continued up the stairs.as I approached my apartment door I saw a black figure in the dark.it heard me going up the last step and as soon as I turned on the lights....
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Hello to however is reading. I don't like this chapter that much but I'm tired. Vote and comment~ Megan