Errr. I have to think of a title.

A Little Blood And Tears

Today I woke up tired and went to school. I had biology drawings to get done so I needed to leave home early. I left in a haste with bad hair. When I got to school I was the second. I saw Makeda walking towards our class.

I went in and put my bags down and a few minutes later my best friend came in. She was coming to hug me and I got excited because she never really does. I hug her.

But then my world broke when I realised she was crying and very upset. In shock, I didn't know what to do so I tried to comfort her. I found out that something bad happened (I'm sorry I'm not willing to share. I want to respect that). I cried with her a little because I didn't know what to do.

Later that day my friend Nini(nickname) told me that my ex kissed a girl and said get likes her. I felt bad... I want to cry and bawl and hurt the girl. But that isn't nice. Also I made friends with her sort of. I knew she liked him... (Why?? Why did I do that?)

BffM (BestfriendMakeda) went on the courts and I stayed by myself. A lot of people passed and asked I was okay. Apparently I looked lonely. I wanted to cry so badly. I want to scream and hit something. Later on when my friend who talked to me about God (I don't like these conversations. They make me uncomfortable.) had left I went to get BffM so we could walk to lessons. I said some strict words and made her frown. I instantly regretted it and felt very bad. ( I hate hurting her. She is my happiness.)

At lessons she became okay and even sent me a message telling me smile. It makes one pretty. (Me.) I felt better.

But when I came home I thought about my disaster of an ex and became sad. I slept. Went in the computer to send mail and checked social sites ( I spent an hour playing games and watching videos on Facebook).

When I got up and went to pee I realised it was the time of raw month and I was upset. (Bad timing. My gosh.) I fixed and cleaned up and now I'm in bed. Thinking about today and the boy I liked since forever. My tummy hurts and my phone is dying so I shall go to sleep.