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It was bright and warm in my room. I could see people walking in the cafe with a bright smile on my their face. For some reason I felt weak and left alone inside of me. But I always knew Anteiku was by my side.

I walked down the stairs and they were all happy and enjoying their lives. Inside I was different but I tried to be happy outside. It was quite busy at Anteiku. I thought of trying to go outside and try and find someone to kill.... well it was hard for me, after that day.

The Aogiri Tree took Anteiku apart, we still haven't found Kaneki yet, no sightings or anything. We actually thought he was dead but thoughts usually lie. I couldn't use my Kagune for some reason. I tried not to force it. The only way I could survive the cruel world outside was with my Kagune.

I tried to focus on the test that was coming up soon, I had a break from Anteiku, but I agreed that I would make all the days up. I heard a knock on the door, I opened it and saw Hinami with a big smile on her face like always. I couldn't imagine what it would be like to lose a family that you knew, but Himani stood up and fought her fears. She said "Hi, Ani-Chan, I was hoping you could teach me some words from this new book I got." I simply nodded and sat down. She took out a note book and flipped to the page with the bookmark. She pointed at all the words that she told me that she needed to know. We worked on the words till night until she got sleepy. She just lied on my lap and slept there. I had no other choice the. To sleep on the couch.

Nishiki came in and opened the curtains and screamed "GOOD MORNING!" I quickly got ready and walked to school. I basically had one friend in school, Nua, she was talented and friendly. She didn't care if I never talked or tell her anything, she just wanted to be my friend. She didn't know I was a ghoul or anything, she just thought of me as a normal human being. For some reason, once I was actually in love with her, but that was a once.

The test was stressful, I studied hard but.... I just didn't feel I was doing the right thing. After the test my brain was stressed out. My stomach started hurting, I though, I didn't eat anything, I didn't overeat, I didn't really do anything for this to happen. I took a bottle of water and ran to the bathroom covering my mouth. I tried to throw up but it didn't work. Then I felt strong sting in my back, where the Kagune comes out of, I started screaming. My eyes started bleeding, I was covered in pain.... all over my body was pain, all I could think about was pain. I kept drinking water, then there was silence, the pain stopped, everything that was happening inside and outside of me stopped. I breathed and opened the door and went to my classroom.

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