Random shit that goes on in life

Oh my god...

This book is meant to be full of shitposts but I'm being very serious right now. I just tried to cut myself. I can't believe it myself, but I did. I feel so stupid, and glad the knife was too dull, but also a bit disappointed it was too dull as well. My leg actually stings where I attempted to cut. Sorry if this makes me seem like an attention whore, I'm not trying to be one. I just- I don't know what I'm doing...