Broken

Chapter 6

I haven't told anybody about what happened two weeks ago, with Niall and I. Lucas and I have become pretty good friends, we've hung out a few times. He makes me forget about my past, I haven't cut since that day. He's becoming suspicious about me though, he knows I haven't told him something. Lucas has even asked me a few times what I'm hiding, but I decided to never tell him until I feel comfortable.

Lucas introduced me to his friends, Adam and Rebecca. Rebecca and I have become really good friends in the past couple weeks, which has made Anna extremely jealous. I told Rebecca about my past and about the cutting, she promised she wouldn't tell Lucas or Adam.

It's been four months since Harry left me, I still can't write the right words to tell him. He's still in my dreams, or nightmares, I still cant find an answer to why he left me, he seems to dodge the question. Harry tells me over and over again that he misses me, he loves me, and he never meant to hurt me, but I don't believe him.

I think about Niall a lot now. Him saying he loved me, he couldn't possibly love me. He never told me if Heidi and him broke up or anything, him kissing me and her making our with the quarterback, made me think that they were broken up.

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The phone starts to ring and Niall's name pops up on my Caller ID. My heart starts racing, this is the first time he's called. "H-Hello?" I stutter, when I click 'answer.'

"Hi, Breeze," He says plainly.

I pout. I guess I was expecting more than I thought. I cut right to the point, "where have you been? Why haven't you called?" Before he could answer, the line goes dead and all I hear is a constant beep.

[Author's Notes: I am so sorry I haven't posted in like twenty years! I've had serious writers block and I've been busy with school and ugh. I hope you guys enjoyed this very small, chapter! There will be more to come soon! Please remember to vote, react, and to like this chapter and my recent chapters!:-) Thank you!]