Escaping My Past

Chapter 13

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I walked down the hallway thinking about how I should look Blake in the eyes. I had to tell him soon. Or Did I? What if I just ignored it? No, I had to tell him. It would be too cruel otherwise. Then what should I do about Jason? What did I feel about him? I couldn’t have feelings for him. He was too arrogant and… slutty. Besides Cat hated his guts.

I sighed somehow no matter what I did, things wouldn’t be the same. The only people that actually didn’t have anything to do with drama were Ricky and Vicky. I hadn’t talked that much with Vicky. I hadn’t even been alone with her and have a real conversation with her. That was actually very strange to think about, since I had been here for almost two months. Was that normal between friends? No, so right there in the middle of the hallway I made a promise to myself that I would have a real conversation with Vicky...Today!

I went into my next class – or tried. As I walked in, I slammed into someone’s back. I glared at the back,

“Move, idiot” I pushed the person in front of me. The person took a few steps in front of me, but didn’t look behind at me. He was staring at somebody. I couldn’t see who, since his body was in the way, so I squeezed into the class – Thank God I’m small.

I looked over to the person blocking the door and saw it was Blake. His eyes locked onto something in front of him, glaring. I looked the way he was glaring and wasn’t surprised to see the person he was glaring at. He seemed to have the power of pissing Blake off, not that he cared.

“What’s going on here?” I asked, looking at Blake. He just stood there, glaring and not uttering a single word, not even glancing my way. I looked over at the person sitting and not giving a shit that daggers were being stabbed into him.

“Jason?” I asked and as he looked at me I gave him a pointed look, saying I wasn’t in the mood for this and he better hurry tell me what was going on

“I didn’t do anything. I asked where you were and your dog over there barked things about me not getting near you.” He simply said. I had a feeling he wasn’t telling me everything and I knew that Blake wouldn’t murder a person with his eyes just because of that. I was about to ask, when Blake spoke for the first time

“He said that you were his and that he could get close to you as much as he wanted. He also said that he would fuck you when he wanted, where he wanted, how he wanted and as many times as he wanted” His voice disgusted with every word. I raised my eyebrow at Jason. He smirked and winked at me, while leaning back in his chair.

“I think he forgot to mention, that he answered: that the only person that would be fucking you was him. I asked him why that would be and he said that he was the only one with real feelings towards you and I believe that he declared his love for you afterwards as I asked him what feelings he was talking about” Jason looked behind me to Blake with triumph.  I was scared to turn around, but I did, reluctantly and I saw Blake’s eyes fully focused on mine with scared curiosity. I hoped for my eyes to betray me as I also saw hope, filling up his eyes, the green in them sparkling.  I willed myself not to show any emotions, so Blake wouldn’t get humiliated in front of everyone. I turned to Jason, who had lost the smile, only looking at me and with no doubt trying to figure out what I was thinking. What I was feeling.