Escaping My Past

Chapter 16

Hi everyone… So I know it’s been a really long time and for that I’m terribly sorry, but I’ve been having some troubles… nothing serious. Just three big reasons really,

There’s a lot of school work and assignments, not to mention exams.

Then there’s the problem with me being anemic (don’t know if you guys know what it is. Ask if you don’t) It’s gotten worse… a lot, I think.

And then there’s my allergy, I don’t talk much about it, but basically no one knows how to ‘cure’ it. And I just hate doctors and stuff, so I don’t really wanna talk to them, but my sister’s been giving me a hard time because of it. Parents don’t like it either… Yeah well.

Then there’s other small things... the usual, friends fighting, enemies and of course, we just got this new guy who’s really annoying me.

Just felt like you need to know, or have some kind of reason to why I haven’t been updating in a looong time. Sorry, I’ll try to not let it happen again.

Okay, this time you’ll hear a lot about her past. I know you’ve been waiting for this, so enjoy!

It’s gonna be fun after this, so I hope you’ll look forward to it!!!

Eh, listen up!!!  Quiet over there!!! I’m speaking!!!

Since I want all of her past in one chapter (this chapter), it might be a long one and I hope you don’t mind that!  

COMMENT PLEASE!!!

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“Amy, what’s going on?” Jack asked me. When we had gotten home, I had gone straight for the couch. I lay on the couch with an arm over my face. I heard Jack coming into the room and sitting close by, probably the armchair next to the couch. He didn’t say anything for a while, nobody did. I didn’t know where Macy way and I didn’t really want to ask. I had other things on my mind. Then he asked the question, I didn’t want to answer.

“I always knew that I couldn’t run from my past, but I didn’t want it to come back this way. Did you know that one of the only things that will make me cry is my past? That’s because I regret it so much it hurts” I told him. Even with my arm across my eyes, I could tell that the tears wanted to come back.

“Amy, what you have done is done. You can’t run from it, so you have to accept it” he said. I sat up and looked at him the tears definitely showing now.

“Jack, I had accepted my past. It didn’t bother me, only a few things from my pas did. B-but now… Jack, I killed his mother, his god damn mother!” I said. I couldn’t believe this shit. Karma was a bitch. I knew I deserved it, all this hurt. I had done enough to deserve all this, but that didn’t mean it didn’t hurt. Why did it have to be him? It could’ve been anyone from this world and it just had to be him?

“You’re talking about Jason, aren’t you?” Jack said in a small voice. How did he know that? Then I remembered that Jason had been living here for some reason.

“What was the reason to Jason living here?” I asked him. Jack bend forward and put his elbows on his knees and braided his fingers.

“Just that. He stayed here because he and his dad were in a fight about his mother’s death, so to not to disturb his dad and sadden his siblings Jason stayed here.” Jack said slowly, like he was remembering it all. It sounded like Jason had been the one who took it hardest.