new moon [jacob sartorius]

forgiveness

*DON'T LISTEN TO IT TIL THE PART WHEN THE PARTY IS OVER*
*1 MONTH LATER*
Y/n and jacob still airnt together again , y/n is still living with her parents , same with jacob, y/n got accepted to a collage(your learn more about in the story)
Y/n is still madly in love with jacob and wants him back ,but she's not ready to look at him because she thinks he doesn't want to see her even though he really wants to , she doesn't know  that jacob is really depressed and wants her bad , they are both madly in love with each other , and tyler and Kyra have been trying to get them to talk to each other , so tylers  throwing a party tonight and there plan is to get y/n and jacob to go and see each other and talk
JACOB'S POINT OF VEIW
I can't feel any emotions, nothing but anger , and sadness nothing else , my world , the my only light and happiness in my life is gone because I fucked up bad and I need her more than anything , I need her more than I need air , shelter, Food and water
Without her I'm nothing , I haven't left my room in a month, tyler is forcing me to go to his party, he thinks if I go I'll be happier but I can't be because every second of everyday I think of what I did to y/n and I can't just be happy , I'm not , but I'm getting ready for the party and I'll be on my way there soon
Y/N'S POINT OF VIEW
I'm not as bad as I was a week ago, I got better a little , kyra is forcing me to go to this party and I have to leave to her house in a little , because she wants to pick what I wear and she wants to talk and im ready to let all my feelings out to my best friend ,I'm  not sure I will be happy but it doesn't hurt to try right
So she left after awhile of crying again and tyler told jacob to come over so they could talk , and jacob left to tylers house
*MEAN WHILE AT KYRAS HOUSE*
Kyra: omg, your eyes are so red
Ya, i know
Kyra:can we please talk about what has been happening to you
Well, I don't know honestly , he madeout out with another girl , while I was gone and I broke up with him and I regret it so much , it's just when I saw the picture , my heart fell and left , my world turned black , and I just don't understand, he probably hates me and doesn't want to see me anymore
Kyra:that's not true , he loves you so much words can't explain how much he loves you , he has come over here a couple times telling me and talking, y/n he needs you , he's depressed and he needs you more than ever , he keeps telling me that he doesn't deserve to live after what he did, he regrets it so much, you both are Miserable without each other , when I see you and jacob , the world seems so right and now nothing feels right , you and jacob are meant for each other, y/n you guys need to talk
Idk, I love him so much, and I'm not sure if that's true
Kyra:well we will see , let's get you ready for the party , ya
Sure, I guess
So kyra gives y/n this dress and she puts it on

Then y/n says she wants to keep her hair down and Kyra says ok Kyra is wearing this

And then they go to the party
*AT TYLER'S PARTY, IN HIS ROOM*
tyler:do you want to talk about what happened
Well, I fucked up and ruined my relashionship with y/n and I lost her forever and now she hates and probably doesn't want to see me ever again , so ya what else is there to talk about , other than how much I miss her
Tyler: look I'm sorry , but y/n misses you too and she loves you , the connection you guys have between each other is never going to go away , you guys are made for each other , when you guys are together everything is right in the world and now it's horrible , you guys need to talk and you guys are gonna end up together again either way
I appreciate it , but she hates me that's all I have to say, can go to downstairs to the party
Tyler:you know y/ns gonna be here , maybe this can be your chance you two can make up and be together again
Dude , I told you she hates me
Tyler:ok, Whatever you say
JACOB'S POINT OF VEIW
as we walk downstairs, I see y/n and Kyra talking and y/n Looks gorgeous, I haven't seen her in about 2 months and she looks better than ever , I just want to go hug her and kiss her, but she hates me , so I can't
After the party , Jacob walks home in the rain , cause he doesn't want to have tyler drive him home, y/n also walked home cause she would have to sit with jacob and she still thinks he hates her , as she is walking , she bumps into
Y/n:sorr......, Jacob
Jacob stayed quiet
Y/n:look I'm know you don't want to see me , but
Before she could jacob started talking
Jacob:you think I don't want to see you, of course I want to see you and I also want to hug and cuddle and kiss you everyday second of everyday and I want to hold you and never let you go , y/n I always want to see you , you are my world , my light , my true love , I need you , I missed you so much, y/n I love you
Y/n: i love you too and I missed you so much
Then jacob grabbed her and smashed his lips to hers and she kissed him back and they held each other tightly , while still kissing , in the rain and as they kiss there hearts slowly built back up together and a spark went between them as they kissed

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