Deaths journal

Chapter four

Looking outside of the cage was still a common hobby of mine. Outside had something that was missing where I had been,something pure.Watching trees grow miles high,watching the ants still scrambling and grasping for any hope to get better,but I knew as well as they did they would have no release. Years would pass every time I rested my hollow eyes. The demons had only been with me through 16,474sundowns, my opinion on them had not changed. I did not try to tried to communicate with them because I simply felt they couldn't, they simply followed. They must have been silenced or punished by the one the leader called the wicked one. I suppose this is what makes the leader special, he can speak... Speaks deceivingly..but he can speak,and that's what makes him unique.... After many more sundowns I finally tried to make conversation with a demon. It was shaking in anger,  tightening his fists and facing the wall in a corner. Why I thought he was best demon to approach, escapes me. I brought my arm up high to put my hand on his shoulder but before I could, he turns around faster than physically possible, and screams a terrible scream. The scream was composed of  fear and anger. He stood still. I heard a sweet sound in my head and I find myself lured towards a beautiful red demon with what I thought was sorrow in her eyes. She was in a corner so I came close enough to press her to the wall and connect my dry lips with her lips of life... And I did.... As soon as I touched her she fell limp, I held her up, opened her eyes that now had no color. "ENOUGH" yelled a distant sound from the leader. "She had somehow forced me to, I had never felt the way I did for her" I protested but it was no use. The other demon that I tried to contact earlier was not angry...he was still scared..."DO YOU REALIZE WHAT YOU'VE DONE?"yelled the leader, he raised his hand and told the scared demon to come forth with the others watching, he summoned a spear of sorts and stabbed the scared beast straight through his gut,the demon gasped and blood slid out of his stomaches,he coughed blood. This was the first time he had been harmed. The spear came out of him just as easily as when it went in.he fell to his knees. The leader looked back at me "LOOK WHAT YOU HAVE DONE". I look at him with regret in my eyes and then I look to the bleeding beast reaching towards me.The leader tells me to come close and he puts his hand on my shoulder. "Now, just touch him" he said. I did as he said and the spear that he had mauled his own kind with, had formed into a two headed spear. "NOW LEAVE AND NEVER COME BACK, YOU HAVE COST US TWO!!"the gate opened and I gasped for breath,without hesitation I left...I turn around to look from were I came from,and I see all sorts of demons looking out at me....but something was different,they were all smiling...and so was Satan.