Beauty and Madness

Four - A Message

Anthony and I was just eating silently and trying to forget what happened a while ago when I heard someone's coming. Tumayo si Anthony dahilan para sumunod ako.

"Who's that Yaya Mia?" I asked.
"Hi!" Melissa waved her hand and sat in the sofa. She's always comfortable here to the point she call this mansion as her home. "Nice timing Lissa,we're eating,mind to join?"alok sakanya ni Anthony, I agreed with his offer. "Nah,I'm done. I'm already full. I don't think my tummy will still accept those.." she turned on the T.V and said "Continue eating guys..I'll sleep here with you.." Anthony just smiled and turn his way back to the dining room,I didn't said any word yet I followed Anthony.

"I know Lissa will sleep here.." Anthony said after swallowing his food. "How did you know?" I asked him curiously "I knew her since then. Everytime she went here especially at night she always said she'll sleep here. She's comfortable here. She's like our sister,same with Ian..." I just nodded and take a sip on my juice. "You're going to school tomorrow?" pagbabago niya sa usapan "Yes." tipid kong sagot. Ayoko munang magsalita ng mag salita sa kadahilanang ayokong maungkat ang isang ideyang lubos kong ikinakatakutan.

Tumayo ako ng tahimik at dumiretso sa kwarto ko. I saw my pink notebook open, I sat down infront of my study table,and I started to write something at the last page of notebook..

You were just here,
You were just near,
You're screaming but I cannot hear,

Im trying to reach you,
But why?
I can't hold you the way I used to
I'm screaming but there's nothing you can hear.

I wish you're still here today,
Listening to my senseless stories,
Laughing at my jokes,
And saving me from pain.

I'm sorry for bringing you down there.
Im sorry for not hearing your scream.
It was me.
I killed you.
I'm a murderer..

Tears fell down..
I felt a warmth hug from my back,its Melissa. She never fail to come everytime I cried.
She fished something in her pocket,she tried to wipe my tears out like she always do.

"I can't find the right words to say. I just noticed that you're up to the past.."She said, "I'll sleep here with you.." she added, I didn't said anyword.

All I want is just to burry those memories,but someone just trigger everything and it blown up.

A/N

Before I forgot Kamsahamnida to QueenAdaa for my cover :) . And again sorry for those effin' grammatical and typo errors. :)