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Chapter 7: Questions

All these questions I ask myself. Would he even give me a shot? Do I even have the courage to even ask him? And will he say yes? Even if I confess my feelings towards him, would he accept? There's so many questions that I have but am afraid to ask. Ugh what am I going to do? I should just forget about it and just move on. I could just move back to America cuz' I have this feeling that if I stay here I'm gonna keep thinking about him. I'm gonna want to find him and be next to him. Ugh I need to call Sa-ra and ask her what she thinks. 'Buzzzz' I don't even feel like talking, whoever that is can just leave me alone. 'Ringgggg' *Sighs* just leave me alone...wait that's Ji-won's ringtone. She jumps up and look at her phone.

Should I even answer? I wonder what he wants? Probably to tell me something about school. That's the only reason why he calls or texts me.

I must get ready for school anyways. Just laying here will never solve anything.

Sierra started getting ready for school. She hasn't been to school in 2 days, she took a sick leave. All that time she stayed in her room, thinking.

Her same routine for getting ready as usual. She dressed yet again to impress Ji-won but very simple, just to see if anything would change before she completely gives up and possibly move back to America.

Twelve minutes had passed, and she calls Sa-ra and asked for a ride. She tells Sa-ra that she had something important to tell her. When Sa-ra arrived, she greeted Sa-ra the same. "Sa-ra, the reason I said I had something important to tell you was because I was thinking about moving back to America..." Sa-ra looked at her so fast she could have wreck if they weren't stopped at a red light. "What! Why? I thought you liked it here? What about me? What about Ji-won? Are you just going to leave like that?"

All these questions and yet no answers. I don't know why I feel this way, but I do. I don't know why he makes my heart melt the way it does. I don't understand why he makes my heart beat the way it does. If I stay here my heart would probably explode. I must either do something about it or just chicken out the easy way.