happily // styles {au}

one.

             I sat in bed thinking about how bad I fucked up. It’s been four months since she walked out and I’m still suffering. I wonder if she is still upset about the whole thing. Probably not since she’s the one who ended it after all the shit I put her through. The music that played from my laptop was washed out from sound of rain hitting hard against my bedroom windows. So this is my life now, lying in bed playing depressing music and eating everything in my refrigerator. Oh my god, I’m becoming a girl…

                “Harry where are you mate?” I was pulled from my thoughts by my best mate Louis.

                “Where do you think I am arsehole?” I yelled from my bedroom. The heavy footsteps of my friend echoed in the hallway as he walked to my room. “What are you doing here?”

                “Well, I haven’t seen or heard from you in three days. What’s going on Harry?” Louis sat on the edge of my bed and looked at me, obviously concerned about the state that I am currently in.

                I just looked at my blue eyed friend and sighed. What do I tell him? Do I tell him that I am still utterly in love with someone so close to him? That’s actually kind of embarrassing to be honest. My best mate stared into my eyes trying to figure out what was going on inside my head.

                “This is about Noelle isn’t it?” His eyes closed as he looked down into his lap, shaking his head like he usually does when she is brought up. “When are you going to move on Harry? You broke her goddamned heart and here you are sulking over the fact that its over. Grow some balls and stop crying, please it’s embarrassing.”

                His words hurt, but this wasn’t the worst thing that he has said to me. “Louis, I can’t stop thinking about her. Do you think I want to sit here and fucking sulk in my misery? She is off being happy somewhere with someone new, while I sit here and cry about how she left me because I was a complete dick head.” Louis shook his head once more, making his shaggy hair, that wasn’t styles for once fall in her face. He gently pushed the fringe out of his eyes and looked at me once more.

                “Who said that she was happy Harry? I had to listen to her cry while she was locked in her room after the whole thing went down. You know for a fact that she didn’t want to break up with you, you made her do it. I don’t understand why you did that to her.” His eyes wandered over to the picture frame with the picture of Noelle and I standing in front of the Times Square jumbotron from this past winter. “I mean look how happy she was man, I haven’t seen her smile like that in ages.” It was my turn to look at the picture that held so much value to me. Her smile was that actually lit up that little section of New York, not all the lights that were surrounding us. Damn if I could have her smile like that at me again.

                “That smile belongs to someone else now doesn’t it Lou?” My gaze moved towards my friend who did everything in his power not to look at me. I knew that he didn’t want to answer me. “You can tell me Louis, I would feel better you know.” That was a complete lie; I would feel like complete shit.

                “Yeah it does belong to someone else, a bigger arseholes than you actually.” I forced my head back down on the pillow trying to process what I just heard. Why couldn’t she find someone that was actually good for her? “I actually kind of wish that you were still with her, that’s how bad this guy is.”

                “What is he like Lou? I just need to know.” Whoa I’m in really deep.

                “Well, I never took the time to get to know the guy. All I know is that his name is Marcus and he is a tool.” I nodded taking in what my best mate was saying. “I just want her to be happy Harry.”

                Pushing my curls back I nodded, “Yeah I know. I want to the guy that makes her happy again Lou.”

                “Then work for it Harry. Make her happy again.” A smile grew on my face just thinking about having Noelle in my arms once again.

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[First chapter guys! I hope you guys like it! This is new because I've never written a whole story in a guys POV. I might switch it up but whatever! Please add this to your libraries because it will become more graphic in upcoming chapters. Well, please vote and comment it helps! Well, love you and have a wonderful day! xo]