"i never new it was that bad"

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"what a shit interview." alex scoffs. grabbing a coffee of the side.

"no shit! swear the interviews here are only meant to be about our sound." i moan crossing my arms together. i stomp my feet on the ground as we walk.

"that interviewer was so damn hot" Jim adds, silently enough so Leroy and could hear. but me being nosey, i heard to. my arms slung around and punched Jim in the forearm.

"ouch! what was that for" he wines rubbing it better. i laugh, loudly mimicking him.

"oh. i dont know. maybe the fact you said that interviewer was hot?! did you guys not notice what she was wearing, in december? or was you to busy staring at her goddamn chest." a giggle escaped alex's lips as he nudged me.

"im on the guys side. she did have a nice rack." jack added, i cringed at the thought. the topic soon changed and everyone was just walking and talking. Alex's phone buzzed as his eyes scanned the screen. he murmerd something to his band jack was the only person to nod. Rian and Jack left, sharing goodbyes.

"guys. pierce the veil are having a small gathering tonight. its going to be rad. they always throw awesome parties. Jacks coming, so i was wondering if you wanted to hang?" alex asks as my face immediatly lights up.

"im so down for this" i add. but on the other hand my band didnt want to join. they left just like zack and rian.

me and alex pondered the area until we was allowed in the pierce tour bus. they apparently had some 'cleaning' to finish. we talked hours on end, grabbing a coffee from some place and heading our way back.

"i still cant believe how famous you've gotten" alex comments, whilst our arms interlock.

"yeah, it never really was my thing. you know? i mean. dont get me wrong lex, i love my fans and the industry. but my actual outside life is just so fucked up." i sigh, placing my head down as the cold wind takes my hair.

"yeah i get it. i can barley see my friends and family now im constantly on the road." i nod and hum in agreement.

"yeah, and well you know Harry? he's knocked me down a few pegs." i laugh sheepishly awaiting alex's answer.

"wait.. what do you mean?" alex's feet stop as he tilts his body round and his eyes meet mine.

"i didnt tell you?" i murmer and carry on walking. i already new the answer, alex knows hardly anything. he soon catches up and links my arm with his.

"nope. so nows your chance." popping the 'p'. this is when i like alex the most. when hes understanding.

"so, basicalllyyyy.. well everyone has sex and stuff dont they?" i trail off as alex nodds.

"well, after our first episode. he always mentioned how fat i was. how i wasnt near skinny enough for him. he said that i consumed to much food. so he placed me on a strict diet until my body satisfied his needs. Also. he never allowed me to be what i want. he would pull my ear stretchers out and make me cover up most of my tattoes when we went out. i wasnt allowed to dye my hair or see any friends. i had to be in for a strict time. it was like i was a fucking 10 year old kid alex, dude. i couldnt handle his shit." tears brim the edges of my eyes as i become embraced in alex's hug. he sighs and plays with my hair as my tears stain his shirt.

"Shit Harper. i never new it was that bad."

"did he mention.. you know?" alex lifts up my chin as my lip quivers. my brain searching for an annswer.

"uh.. yeah. i would often get called pathetic for that. he would blame you for it and say that you was the reason i harmed." i scoffed almost laughing at the same time. his fierce giggle comforts me as we make our way to the bus.

"just forget about that dude. yeah, he was a dick anyway." he smiles dragging my body along with his.

"tonight. i want you to get so fucking drunk. you got that? no ifs. no buts. just drink" i smiled agreeing as we soon met jack.

"whore. slut." he smiles cheekily walking with us.

"no Jack. we are youre sluts and whores." alex adds slapping jack playfully. my laughter escapes my mouth as jack picks me up and throws me on top of his shoulder.

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