Hearts on fire. (A Vic Fuentes Fanfiction)

"woah, wait. you're past?"

~Vic's P.O.V~

seriously?

Some people are trying to sleep yet Hime and Harper are still at it. in the shower.

Im furious. Her moans can be heard from miles away. is he stupid? He's only known her for a couple of hours and hes probably fucking her.

I mean, i was close to kissing her until Jessie had to stick in. Dont get me wrong jess can be great at times. But all shes after is some fame and a bit of money. Theres no love between us. we do have great sex but thats it. Im not really feeling a relationship right now, with touring and everything.

i dont know. Tone keeps saying that i should cut it off but i cant find it in myself to do it. yeah, shes cheated but who hasnt ya know?

~Harper's P.O.V~

I'm still in this goddamn shower, washing my hair. Jaime had gotten out pretty quickly as there was no conversation of some sort. What me and Jaime just experianced was so wrong. i mean ive only known the guy for like, a couple a hours and there we was making out and his fingers pleasuring me. it was so so wrong and that was not what i do. i didnt know how i just went along with it, with my past and everything. but i must have trusted him.

"Im going to hit the sheets Harp im fucked. My bunk is last on the left, bottom. I'll see you soon." His voice echoed as i sighed of relief that he had finally left. the awkward tension was just to much.

i sigh deeply, turning of the shower when i realised i have no pyjamas. and i really dont want to sleep in jeans.

getting out the shower i wrap the warm towel around my body, i stare endlessly in the mirror examaning the hickey behind my left ear.

shit.

How the hell am i going to explain this!

i let my wet hair hand loose as i unlock the bathroom door heading to thr boys' lounge/sofa room. i turn on the kettle hoping it would be silent, when an obvious cough startles me.

"Shit Vic! sorry man, i didnt wake you did i?" my eyes full lf sorrow as they meet his tired ones.

"no no. dont worry." he chuckles sitting on the sofa.

"coffee?" i offer, pouring the hot liquid into a mug.

"urm, yeah please." i nod, smiling, grabbing another mug from the side, adding coffee and sugar.

i make my way back to him, handing him the warm liquid. He reaches out to take it.

"thanks" he smiles as i sit next to him.

"so, have a nice shower?" he raises an eyebrow, nudging me slightly, i blush and laugh awkwardly.

"i erm.. yeah" a sudden rush of guilt faces me as the subject is sort of uncomfortable to talk about. my body stiffens and vic seems to notice.

"you alright?" he questions placing the coffee down.

"i-yeah. i just feel guilty. i mean we didnt you know, 'have sex'. we just, explored each other." i sigh, as he awaits me to carry on.

"i just cant believe it happened. i mean i have so much more class than that believe me, Vic. But i must of fucking trusted him. i mean, with my past and everything. i dont want to tell him that i wished it never happened it just--"

"woah, wait. You're past?" his eyes look full of confusion as i place the coffee down.

yay, another uncomfortable subject.