Two lost hearts (ouat peter pan book 1)

Storybrooke

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Bella

Stupid school. I don't like school one bit we'll at least I'm eightteen and it's my last year. I never have to go to that place they call school but I call hell. I mean the bullies and the teachers are to much to handle. My uncle Mr.Gold always told me that everything would get better. But I don't see a end so that's when I started self harming. It's been about A year or so but I don't know time passes strange here. I was on my way to my uncles shop when I was stopped by henry.

"Henry what do you want?"

Ok maybe I was a little snappy today. Henry looked in a rush and grabbed my hand leading me towards Emma's house.

"The evil queen is trying to poison Emma and then the curse will never be broken!"

See Henry had a little craziness about fairy tales. He believed we all came from some place called the enchanted forest. I don't know what to believe. We got to Emmas house and ran in the opened door. Automatically Henry was trying to convince his mom not to eat it and then he took the apple thing desert and took a bit. He instantly fell to the ground. I was shocked. Oh my gosh he was right. Emma was taking Henry out the door but I didn't follow I ran. I ran down those stairs and to my own house. I lived with my uncle in a two story house. I ran upstairs to my room and slammed the door and realization dawned on me. My only friend could die. The worst part was that the mayor was the one who put the poison there. What has this town turned to. I ran to my bathroom and grabbed the razor. After I had locked my door behind me I added to the scars. Some were still red from last night and others were scarred. I added at least a bunch more both arms dripping in blood. It was the most I have ever added. I felt somewhat light headed but brushed it off. I ran my arms under water and placed multiple and multiple bandages. Just then everything made sense. It was like a curse was lifted. I remembered everything from my past. I mean everything. Anger surged in me and I pulled on a sweater ready to go pay a visit to the monster himself. I grabbed my blue dagger and ran out the door. I want rumple dead and then I'll figure out how to get to peter. Gosh I was so stupid my first time in neverland. Love is stupid and not real. I saw now love is stupid true love doesn't exist. I don't love peter it was all a trick. I got to rumples shop and ran in. My blue dagger in front of me ready to use my weapon. Rumple came out from the back of the shop and I ran forward slamming him against the wall dagger pressed to his throat. He chuckled.

"Still a fighter I see Airabella."

That made my blood boil. He murdered my family and Peters. No I must not think of that boy all that love is a trick. There is no such thing as love. I growled at him. Wait I growled.

"You have no idea how much pain you have caused me. Take me back!"

I pushed the blade harder against his neck. I all of a sudden got a idea. I spent days in this shop reading books of magic spells and thank The Lord for my photographic memory. I said a simple spell testing if it would work and then rumple was tied to a chair. It worked. I smiled evilly and lifted up my sleeves letting his eyes falling on the tons of cuts and scars. Not that this would change him but I wanted him to know my pain. Shock crossed his face.

"What are those?"

He said it slow as if he didn't want to understand but knew what they were.

"My pain my scars my cuts. All caused because you took me away."

I sneered at him as he sat there eyes as wide as saucers. So maybe he's not completly heartless but I still don't care and hate him.

"Take me back there back to never land!!"

He chuckled. Yep he's as heartless as a demon. He doesn't care about anyone and I wish to kill him. I can't though cause I am not a monster.

"Haven't you seen yet that the love you two thought you felt was only a spell I casted. To make you both feel unbearable pain. see that debt your parents owed me was never paid."

My heart stopped in my chest. I felt like dying. Of course it was all fake. I mean who could love me? Exactly no one and no one ever will.

"Now dearie mind untying me?"

This time it was my turn to chuckle. I smiled evilly and slowly shaked my head no. This is were he belongs.

"No you can rot here until someone finds you and hopefully that will be a very long time. Good day Rumple have a fun time."

With that I walked away out of the shop. I will find my way back even though it was all a spell never land was my only home.