Magcon lover

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He he kissed me I was in paradise are lips connected I was a virgin and scared but I knew it had to happen once in a life time I was scared carter layer me in the bed and took my shirt of me and kissed down my stomach I said stop please he did and gave me a hug I am sorry and squeezed tighter then ever it's ok baby I said he smiled and kissed me and then laid me down on the bed he layed next to me I hugged him and fell asleep in the morning I woke up and threw a shirt on and woke up carter and said we need to go I have a photo shoot he said oh come on babe spend the day with me I said I wish come in get up he got up and pecked my lips and put a shirt on with pants and we walked down stairs and hoped in the car he said since when were you famous well I said I signed up for a model job and everyone started following me and stuff so ya oh well yay we are equal now carter said so Nicole what is your last name hansley oh cool ya I miss my dad with a tear strolling down my cheek carter wiped it of I smiled and pulled up to the building I walked in and they attacked me with makeup and hair products the threw me into a dressing room with a red lace dress pencil like it had to slits on my hips I walked out with brown and white eyes and red lips with curls in my hair carter eyeballed me up and down I said you like this is for a prom dress store I walked up to a green screen and they snapped a lot of pictures I liked the attention then I was modeling for urban outfitters I did that and a lot of other stores then we finally left I ended up taking that red dress they said I could and me and carter drive back home when we got there I ran up to my room and threw on a white crop top and ripped skinny jeans with a red plaid around my waist and white high top converse I straightened my hair and but them into two braids and did a basic makeup look and put on some nude lipstick and walked down stairs all the boys were sitting on the couch carter wasn't there though I shrugged and sat by jack g and Johnson they said sup Nicole nothing I replied we watched a movie then I heard the front door bust open and carter was making out with a girl and she was pretty I started to cry Johnson hugged me and covered my eyes I ran upstairs but went to the kitchen first and grabbed a sharp knife and ran up to my room locked the door went into the bathroom and slit my wrists then I went higher and cut deeply I heard a knock at the door and then it all went black I woke up in a hospital the boys were surrounding me then Johnson stood up and walked over to me and hugged me and said are you alright yep I feel fine then the doctor came in and said you can go home today I was happy I didn't have to stay here then carter busted in and ran over to me and said it's my fault it's all my fault.......um this is a sad chapter will she accept carters forgivness or not stay tuned