Open Wounds

Chapter 2

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Thomas
-Starting from when he glared at Jerry in the halls-

'Ugh! Its that dumb fag again' I bitterly to myself. I just don't get why he can't be normal and be straight. I mean him and I were both brought up to look down upon homosexuals. Back then we were the best of friends.

"Hey man, what are you looking at?" my new "bestfriend" Kyle asked bringing me out of my thoughts. "Oh that dumb faggot. Ha! Yeah look how pathetic he looks. You wanna go have some fun with him?" I don't know why, but hearing him say those things had my blood boiling. Maybe its just because I still care for him as a friend. Pushing those thoughts out of mind I nodded my head.

Heading over towards him I could visbly see him shrink back into the lockers. I didn't feel right doing this, but I masked those feelings and grabbed him by his collar.

"Hey Jerry, hows our little punching bag doing on this fine morning?" I said in a sweet tone that held venom behind it. He didn't answer he just looked down like he was waiting for me to hit him. For some reason it broke my heart to see him like this.

I placed him down loosing all motivation to hurt him. Looking to the side I muttered a simple "Get lost fag." And with that he was on his down the hall to his first period.

"Dude what the hell was that?! Since when did you start going soft on gays?" Kyle kept questioning me and it was getting really annoying.

"I'm just not in the mood today. Is that a problem?" I asked the last part dropping my voice an octave lower. Shaking his head no Kyle quickly put his hands up in defense. "Calm down dude it was just a question. No need to get all hostile on me." he joked.

"Whatever lets just hurry up and get to class." I turned and walked the other way to our first period. All throughout class I couldn't concentrate on what the teacher was saying. The only thing I could think about was Jerry and hiw everything between him and I turned so sour. I remeber when, it was when he came out to me and told me he loved me. That was the day I realized......

....I loved him too.

Flash back

Jerry was on his way to my house so we could hangout for littke bit. My mom and dad weren't home so I invited him over so I wouldn't be lonely.

20 minutes later there was a knock at my front door. Making my way downstairs I instantly knew who it was.

"Hey man what's up?" I greeted him. He didn't answer so I continued to speak. "Come on in, we can head upstairs to my room." stepping aside i let uim in and closed the door behind me. Leading the way up to my room I had a strange feeling. Pushing it aside we went into my room and sat on my bed.

He seemed fidgety and deep in thought. "Hey man are you alright?" I asked. That brought him out of his thoughts.

"Yeah I'm fine. I just have something to tell you." I could tell he was nervous, but he continued.

"Thomas...I'm gay and I'm in love with you."

To say I was shocked was an understatement. My bestfriend who I thought was straight turned out to be a homosexual and tobmake things worst he was IN LOVE WITH ME.

Anger soon took over and before I knew it I had punched him in the jaw. He fell to the floor and I winced from the thud. I quickly composed myself and began yelling at him.

"You disgusting fag! I'm not gay! I never want to see your face again!"

After that he got up to his feet and ran past me and out to his car, speeding off.
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That was last time I spoke to him. Its not my fault though! We were both raised to think homosexuals were disgusting. That what they felt was wrong.

But was it wrong when I felt that way about him since we were little? Is it wrong that I'm still in love with him?
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