Open Wounds

Chapter 1

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So here's the first chapter of my new book
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Jerry

"Jerry! Sweetheart its time to get up. So get your lazy ass out of bed or so help me God, I will come up there and drag you down here myself!"

My mother's threatening sing-song voice was all the motivation I needed to get up. Jumping out of my cozy bed and dashing to my bathroom, I quickly got myself ready before the she-devil made her way up here. Don't get me wrong I love my mom and all, but DAMN! That woman is scary as hell.

Oh I almost forgot to introduce myself. My name is Jerry Andrew Note. I'm a senior at Ryde 'n' gale high, I'm 5'9 with black hair and blue eyes. I feel like I'm forgetting something...what was it...Oh yeah! I am a homosexual and I am some what depressed.

Now that introductions are over I will get back to getting ready for school before thay demon I call a mother comes up here and castrates me. After finishing my buisness in the bathroom I rumaged through my closet trying to find an outfit for school.

After 5 minutes of searching I decided to wear a simple black v-neck, white skinny jeans, black vans, and a black beanie with white writing that said "OBEY" on it. Walking downstairs and into the kitchen I spot my mom standing at the stove cooking pancakes. Yay my favorite.

"Hey hun, glad I didn't have to come up there and get you myslef. Your plate is on the table." She said in a serious, but sweet tone. Just thinking about what would've happened if she came up there sent a shiver down my spine. My mother may look all kind with her short stature, but she was a real monster when she got angry.

I got pretty much all my looks from my mom. She was short with long black hair and piercing blue eyes like mine, but thing she had that I didn't were her dimples.

After breakfast I walked out my house with my book bag on my shoulders and started my trek to school. I do have a car, but its full of memories that I'd rather not think about. I haven't driven to school since what happened with him.

10 minutes later I walk through the school's front gates. Walking inside I instantly spot three couples making out, a gew cheerleaders fixing their slutty make-up at their lockers, and the football team ganging up on some poor kid. I walked to my locker and felt someone staring at me. Turning around I lock gazes with a deadly glare held by him. Who is him you might ask. Well it is none other than Thomas Matthews, school jock/ bad boy. And my ex-bestfriend. Thats right the nerd was bestfriends with the jock. But that all changed on that faithful day.

That day was the day I realized I was gay and was in love with Thomas.

Flash back

I had drove to Thomas' house to hang out. I had been thinking about my recently developed feelings for him on the way there.

Pulling up in his drive way I instantly began thinking of the different outcomes of what could go down. With out even realizing it I was already at his front door. A wave of unease came over me as I knocked on the door.

"Hey man, what's up?" Thomas greeted as he opened the door. "Come on in, we can go up to my room and chill for a little bit." He moved out the way so I could walk, closing door behind us. He lead the way up to his room and butterflies in my stomach wouldn't calm down.

We walked in and sat on his bed. "Hey man are you alright?" he questioned me, bringinf me out of my thoughts. "Yeah I'm fine I just have something to tell you something." my nervousness was getting the best of me. I needed to digest these damn butteflies and tell him.

"Well what is it man you can tell me anything." he assured me.

"Okay...well I have been thinking about this for awhile and I think now is the right time to tell you. Thomas....I'm gay and I'm in love with you." I didn't have a chance to see his reaction before his fist collided with my jaw knocking me to the ground. I put my hand over my cheek as pain spread all over my face.

"You disgusting fag! I'm not gay! I never want to see your fucking face again!" he screamed at me. Getting up to my feet I ran last him out of his house and to my car and sped off with tears blurring my vision.
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That was the last time I spoke to him. After that he became more distant and evwn started bullying me at school. He is the reason I became depressed because no matter how bad he hurts me or how awful the names he calls me are, I still love him.
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Welp guys i hope you enjoyed and the picture is Logan lerman as Jerry
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