The one who made it worth while. Or was it? (Niall/Harry Fanfic)

~Chapter 18 In tense Bonding~

-Shayn's POV-

I walked into the kitchen not sure what to tell Louis.I didn't know if he wanted me to start with why I left with Liam or, what happened at Liam's house. I sat in the kitchen waiting for him to come in and yell at me. He did, he came in and looked at me "why... Why would you fucking sleep with him? I'm your boyfriend! Do I mean nothing to you?! You just go out, get drunk and hook up with Liam?! Liam of all people!!" I started to cry at his words and the way he accused me of sleeping with Liam. It hurt so bad that I couldn't help but cry. "I didn't sleep with him Louis he took me home with him because you where to busy grinding on Jess to care about me, and don't act like you didn't like it. You held her the way you would hold me but clearly you didn't want me to dance with you which made me upset. I was so upset that Liam took me with him and let me sleep at his house. Then in the morning I woke up and he took me downstairs, put me in his lap and we watched a movie. He kissed my neck even though I didn't want him too and then you came in and you know what happened after that"

-Louis POV- 

I just didn't understand why she did this to me. As I listened to her explain, I inched my way closer to her and finally pushed her against the wall as she said "happened after that." I knew her story was true and I believed her but I wanted her to know whose she was. I pinned her there looking her in the eyes with no expression on my face. She swallowed hard and looked down. I tilted her chin up and kissed her slowly at first but deepening and roughening it with each second. I was gonna show her who she belonged to. Not Liam not Harry not Zayn and not Niall. No one but me was allowed to touch her without me beating the shit out of them. Liam was gonna get it once I saw him again. As our moment heated up I pushed against her making her feel my wants. I don't know if she would let me but I was going to try.

-Jess's POV-

I woke up screaming and sweating. I had just been dreaming that Harry was Touching me. I looked down and realized I was not in my bed and I got scared. Where was I and why was this smell so familiar? I smelled the blanket and suddenly felt very calm. Like everything had just disappeared and I was safe. Then I remembered. Niall. This must be his bed and his house and the dream I was having must have been a nightmare from something that had happened. "N-Niall?" I said weakly. No answer came and I began to panic. I couldn't be alone right now. Not after the all to real dream I just had. "NIALL!!!" I yelled as my breath got faster. I was really scared now but as soon as I yelled I heard footsteps running. He came running into the bedroom. "Jess it's okay ssshhhh" he said running to my side. "It's okay I'm here." he said again. I grabbed his hand and pulled him close to me crying. I don't know what it was about him but he could really make me feel safe. I held him for awhile as he rubbed my back. Then finally I pulled away slowly looking at him. He wiped my tears as we just sat looking at each other. A few minutes later he said "I'm sorry I let this happen. I should have protected you and I'm a dick for not but I truly am sorry Jess. Forgive me? Please?" I looked at his sincere eyes and nodded. I seriously loved Niall but he didn't know it and I was just beginning to except it. I wanted to tell him but at the same time couldn't. I didn't want to ruin what we already had and it hurt me inside. When? When was I going to tell him? Before I even realized it I said "Niall?" I was about to see if my bravery was worth it or if I was making a fool out of myself.

-Niall's POV-

I ran up as Jess screamed my name. I thought she was hurt but as soon as I got up there I realized she was just petrified.I quickly ran to her comforting her. I held her as she clung to me and kept crying into my chest. "Jess its okay shhhh"  I said to her as I played with her hair. I rubbed her back as she held me. I loved this feeling. She was amazing and I felt so bad for what happened. Finally she let go and I said "I'm sorry I let this happen. I should have protected you and I'm a dick for not but I truly am sorry Jess. Forgive me? Please?" I truly felt like such an asshole. She looked at me and nodded. Oh thank god she forgave me. Then she was silent until she said "Niall?" in the  cutest almost scared tone. I looked at her waiting for her to continue.