-Chapter 20 my heart aches for you-

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-Nialls POV-
"Niall?" Jess said. I looked at her waiting for her to continue. She looked at me then looked down at her lap and plaid with her fingers. "I...I really want you to know how I feel..." she sighed and looked up at me again. "I have really fallen in love with you and I don't want it to affect our friendship or relationship, but I just need you to know how I feel about you. Harry to me is just... is just..." she tears up and looks away again. " hey beautiful" I say to her. "Let's forget about dumb ole Harry he's an ass, and the next time I see him he's really going to get it." I tilted her chin up to look at me and gently placed a kiss to her lips. Me being the gentle sole I am I put every ounce of passions and kindness into that kiss just to show her how much I loved her. I pulled away and wiped her tears. "If you were trying to tell me you loved me it's okay. I love you too." Smiling at her I picked her up and sat down holding her in my lap. She's the best thing that's ever happened to me and she's going to be the best thing to ever stay in my life I just know it. She cuddles into my chest sighing a sigh of relief. I could feel her smile as her head was on my chest. We stayed cuddled that way for awhile until I decided to get up. I placed her back onto the bed and went to the bathroom. "Where are you going Ni?" She looked after me as I walked. "I'm going to run you a bath so you can relax baby" I said. I smiled to myself and started the bath pouring in some of the bubbles I bought a month again for her. As the tub filled I checked my phone and I had a text from shayne and then one from Harry. Ugh that dick.

From Haz: You are gonna wish you never met Jess and made the mistake of hitting me!

I rolled my eyes at the text and deleted it.

From Shayne: hey Ni... I need some advice on Louis.... please call me when you can.-shayne xoxo

Hm that's odd. Shayne sounds worried and it sounds like Louis is the cause. I hope she's okay. I'll call her later. I walked back into the bedroom and picked Jess up and took her to the bathroom. "Alright ready princess?" She nodded and I put her down in the bathroom. Not even thinking about it I started to lift her shirt off but she pulled away. "Oh I'm sorry babe I'll go" she blushed and nodded so I left the bathroom and went onto the balcony and called shayne.

-Shayne's POV-
After Louis and I had sex I felt so bad because he came in me and I don't want to be getting pregnant right now. I texted Niall to see if he could get me the morning after pill without Louis knowing. Louis and I have joint accounts to everything and if he sees that in my credit card bill be would be pissed. Niall hasn't answered me and I'm stressing out. I get up to shower and when I'm done I hear my phone ring. "Hello?"
"Hey shayne what's up?" It was Niall.

"Oh in hi Niall... I need you to do me a favor."

"Sure what is it?"

"I um need you to buy me the morning after pill so Louis won't figure out that I took one." The phone was silent for a minute before he replied. "Uh yea-yeah sure I can do that. Uh I'll let you know when I have it, Jess is in the bath right now."
"Okay that's fine thanks a bunch Niall" I hung up with him and went to get dressed. Louis was downstairs and after I got dressed I went down and sat on the table. He walked over and handed me a plate of burnt eggs. Louis had never been a good cook but at least he tries. I laughed a little and pushed the eggs around my plate. He sat and ate then looked at me. "You going to complain about my food again or are you going to eat it?!" He said a little defensively. I shook my head and said "no Louis it's fine I'm just not hungry." He got up yanked the plate away from me and threw them in the kitchen sink then stormed out the back door to the porch to smoke. I sighed and put my head in my hands. He's such an asshole sometimes but other times he's the loving romantic man I fell in love with. I think this band has really messed up his head. I hope this four month long break will be good for him. I walked over to the couch and laid down cradling my stomach. Maybe a baby is all Louis needs... or maybe he just wants me to have a baby so he can leave me. I don't know. Either way I think I need to get rid of it.

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⏰ Last updated: Aug 08, 2020 ⏰

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