Merome:I think I love you

Chapter 20

Sydney's POV

 Ty and Jason were my best friends back in high school. Well,besides my brother and sister. I always had a crush on Ty,but hes dating Adam.  Ty and Adam came over today and Jennie and I cooked them lunch. Ty said that he loved it.  Mitch and Jerome left so it was only Jennie,Adam,Ty and me. Jennie had to help Adam plan to kill Dawn again so it was only Ty and I. Ty fell asleep next to me and his head fell on my shoulder. Adam and Ty had to leave and Adam left first. I tried to wake up Ty but he only curled up closer. I tried to wake him up again but he just curled up closer if that's possible.After a few more tries,he woke up and ran out the door trying to find Adam. He didn't even say  goodbye.Jennie must have saw the hurt in my eyes cause she told me that Adam told her that Ty used to have a crush on me. I should've asked him out when I had the chance.Ty was my everything,and i gave up my only chance of being with him for some stupid jock. I guess I just need to forget about him but its so hard to forget perfection.Adams my friend. How can i be in love with his boyfriend?No,I need to move on. We need to plan to kill Tyler. Wait. Wait. Hes dead. Then what do I do to get my mind off of his sexy body? Mitch and Jerome came home a few hours after Ty left so Jennie and I cooked dinner. Jerome cooked dessert and then we all went to bed. I dreamt of Ty. I woke up the next morning to Jennie saying Ty and Adam were downstairs and had important news. I got dressed and walked downstairs to greet them. Ty said that Adam and him were getting married. My heart shattered. I said i had to leave and walked out the door. i went to the park,sat on a bench and cried.I.......Love........Ty,But hes marrying Adam. Ty will never be mine even though ill love him forever. if only i had the courage to ask him out when......No. I'm just going to have to accept the fact that ill never be able to have him and that's final.Ty will never love me and i will never love him. But i do.and that's the problem. I love him always and that wont change until someone except me knows. I get up from the bench and walk home with my tears still falling down my face. When i get home i walk to the kitchen and find Ty cooking with Jennie. I look at Jennie and she leaves. "Ty....." I say. "Sydney.....Whats wrong?" he asks. "you,my life decisions,you" "what about me?" "look,Ty,I know this is a bad time with you getting married and all but i...." "we arent getting married. that was just a prank on jerome and mitch." "well then, anyways like i was saying, I love you ty." i said and then he walked off. If only, if only.