The demons inside..

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Introduction: hi! My name is Sharon. I'm the author and the only author of this story. The story evolves and improves with each chapter I promise you. So I know how it feels to be triggered and this sorry has a lot of triggering things in it. (I will try to give you a warning) I want you to know that if you ever need to talk to me about any issues your having I'm always here, it's okay. I want you to know that whatever you're going through that you can get through it! I'm still struggling. So message me for anything!!xxx ~ Sharon

TRIGGER WARNING!!!

As I stand here in my restroom staring at my barely clothed body I redirect my eyes back to my face. The disgusting, brown eyes I fight within everyday. I just stare for what seems hours. I just think about why I'm living. Why do I exist? Why did I have to born this way? Why was I even born? Why does God almighty hate me? Wait....does he hate me? So many questions run in and out of my mind as I continue to stare blankly into the mirror.

Then I look down at my thighs and my waist and my stomach....back to my eyes.

So many goddamn questions ... Then I feel the warm sting in my eyes.

I cock my head to one side silently asking...."why?". Why was I the one with all of this pain? why me damnit?!?

A smirk makes it's way to my face. I thought of my best freind. My only freind my razor.

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Maria:

5'7 foot

115 lbs

Fair skinned (mixed)

Long red hair(natural)

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