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flashback - october 2, 2012 [later in the day]
why is my body so cold? i questioned myself feeling all around the bed for mason. jumping up from my empty bed my heart began to beat at a ridiculously fast pace. she just left without telling me? wait she could have left me a note.
scrambling all throughout my room i looked for any type of paper or something she couldve wrote on. without any luck i sat on my bed with my feet dangling on the edge, my fingers tugging harshly at my hair.
what the hell was happening to me? i just met this girl early this morning and i was already having feelings for her. again, what the hell is going on with me?
now - may 15, 2017
"so how did you feel when you woke up and she wasnt there?" i asked oliver.
"i felt scared." he confessed staring at dr. leanne sadly.
"why did you feel scared, if i may ask." she pressed taking off her black framed glasses.
already knowing she was gonna ask the question, he quickly responded, "i felt scared because im afraid of being alone, ive been alone all my life so when i finally had a person come into my life i was hoping she would stay."
"and exactly how long have you been alone?" she asked him hoping to get more information about his childhood.
"well all of my life. i grew up in the system going from home to home. i was never one to interact with my 'siblings' either i always just stayed to myself.and as i got older i realized if i didnt get my shit together, i would grow up alone and bitter with no one to share my love with." after he was done dr. leanne could see the tears at the brim of his eyes threatening to fall.
"its okay oliver, ive had many cases like yours." she said giving him a reassuring smile.
"no its not okay shes the one who made me turn out this way..... a-a-all crazy and confused, i should be feeling this way!!" he yelled in frustration.
her smile quickly dropped.
"well what happened after you discovered she was gone?" dr. leanne asked, ready to get this session over with. and to be frank she was really tired of oliver and his attitudes.
flashback - october 9, 2012 [next week tuesday]
its been 7 days since i last saw her. everywhere i went i saw her face, smelled her wonderful scent, and felt her body on top of mine. and to be frank, i constantly walked around with a hard-on that was begging to be in between her legs.
present - may 15, 2017
the timer beeping brought me out of my flashback. looking over at leanne i began to get sad. this was the only place i felt close to her, where i could speak about and not feel sick to my stomach.
"well oliver, it looks like our session here is done." leanne said smiling happily. bitch, getting up from the sofa, i grabbed my my coat and left telling her thanks.
skip car ride -
"daddy!!" my little angel screamed.
"hey princess," i smiled picking her up and closing the front door. "how was day?" she asked looking at me with her vibrant green eyes.
"good, how was your day." i asked walking into the living room while playing with her curls.
"tessica a-and me went park a-and we eat big Ice scweam." she suddenly yelled making me jump. "calm down babygirl where is jessica anyway." i said looking around the house. jumping out of my arms she screamed, "t'mon daddy, i show you." running up the stairs.
"milo be careful dont jump out of daddys arms." i said sternly, following her up the stairs. "sorry daddy, you forgive me." she asked turning around and pouting her lip.
god she looks so much like her.
"yes babygirl." i grumbled disappointed at the fact she had me wrapped around her little fingers. stopping at the bathroom door she began to on it, "tessica, tessica open door!!" (child has no respect what so ever.)
"milo hold on a second," jessica said flushing the toilet. opening the door she began to look frantically all over her body.
"what doin," milo laughed trying to wiggle out of her arms. "whats wrong?" jessica asked. "notin daddy here." she answered pointing her little finger at me.
finally acknowledging me she began to laugh. "oh, hi mr. queen i thought you wernt gonna be here for another hour."
jessica is my 17 year old neighbor/babysitter she lives across the street with her 2 parents mr. and mrs. patel, her mother is a very beautiful older jaimacan lady. and her father, a very well respected asian man. and im so glad they allowed their daughter to look after my princess.
"i decided to come home early and spend time with my baby." i said bending down and tickling her. "how was she anyway?" i asked standing back to 6'5 frame.
"um.. can i talk to you over here for a second?" she asked bringing me the side. "she ughh began to ask about her mom today" she said making my heart drop.
"well what did you tell her." i swallowed my throat suddenly becoming really dry. "mr. queen there was nothing i could tell, i mean i really dont know anything about her either."
why did milo have to be a curious 3 year old, "from now on just tell her, her mom is away on vacation please." i told her. "okay, but if i may ask where is she actually." jessica asked. " i rather not talk about this right now."
i sighed walking back towards milo, "c'mon baby girl lets go make dinner." i picked her up and began to walk down the stairs with jessica following behind.
"well ill see you later mr. queen, bye milo." jessica smiled walking towards the front door. "byee," we both said walking to the door and locking it behind her.
"so what do you wanna eat for dinner princess?" i asked her. putting on her thinking face she quickly responded, "i wantttt ghettiii!!!"
"okay come help daddy make it."
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