i cant take it part 1

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trigger warning also i will say there is cutting in here and sean facing depression but i'll you know when it's over





sean pov

every since mark ask y/n to be his girlfriend I've been going crazy  i feel my head getting dizzy every time i'm near y/n  i feel like i'm about to lose it .... , i walk to my room and i close the door and i sit in my recording chair. i put my hands in my face. and suddently i don't feel feel like my self my head is hurting so bad like someone is  hitting my head. i goan loudly not caring who hears me and i need to take this pain away. I get off my recording chair and i look for my pocket knife and i pull up my self and i cut my arm i feel relief and i do it again until i feel like i've done enough. i walk to the bathroom and i clean my arm and my knife and i put bandages around my
cuts.
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your pov
I'm so happy that mark asked me to be his girliplier but i've noticed sean is acting weird but mostly around me .... Did i do something wrong ..... I shakes though thoughts out of my mind and i walk to my office and i make some videos for my channel. After words i walk to the kitchen and i get lunch ready for everyone.

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sorry for the long wait if you didn't notice for the chapter after this is about ask ipliers and jackaboy and antisepticeye it's mostly asking them dares if you know what i mean i can stop explaining now and i update on those daily well try to al least and on this book i will try to update during thanksgiving break but i can't promise because i end up breaking that promise so yeah.... i have to go i'll see you soon buh bye

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