Can't Help Falling In Love

Chapter 2

Im at peace. This is the happiest ive ever been in my life. flashes of what happened the night before play in my head. He left me....again, but he came back...again. This always happens everyone says im better with out him, and sometimes i have no other choice but to agree. I see how he makes my life miserable at some points but at the end of the day i'm blinded by the extreme love i have for this boy. This curly headed angel crept into my life and hasn't left after 2 years of constant battles ,many nights ending in tears , he still decided to stay.

I feel the warmth of the rising sun hitting my body. The sound of birds chirping in the distance makes me relaxed. I struggle to open my eyes . I turn myself over, i reach my arm out searching for his body. Nothing. I slowly sit up and open my eyes. Where is he? Did he leave me again? Multiple thoughts come flooding into my head. I look around the room. Nothing. I pull the covers off my body and sit at the edge of the bed. Tears threaten to leave my eyes. Why would he do this...again.

I get up and drag myself to the bathroom. I stare into the dirty mirror for a few minutes, taking in the view of what i have become. My hair was a knotted disheveled mess. The remnants of my make up from the day before is now smudged down my cheeks. My eyes are blood shot. My lips are dried and chapped. My usually bright green eyes are dull and dark. This is what love does to you. It ruins you. It takes your happiness and destroys it , only leaving you with a broken heart and an empty soul.

I make my way down the stairs. Dragging myself with whatever energy i have left.I walk to the kitchen and pick up my phone from the counter. No messages. No voicemail's. No missed calls. Just like that hes gone with out a trace. With out even warning me. This isn't the first time either. He has been out of reach for days at a time , then he suddenly decides to show up. Every time i say im done and that i wont take him back because this time im really over it, but all he has to do is look at me with those emerald eyes and my uncontrollable love for this boy comes rushing in.

I turn my phone off , and lean over the counter bracing myself for the tears that are about to flood my eyes. I rest my head in my hands and cry. My body begins to shake.My haed begins pounding. People dont exaggerate when they say love is a drug, because with out you go through withdrawl.

A warm hand touches my spin. I turn around slowly, doubting that i actually felt something and that it was just my mind playing tricks on me.

There he is standing here staring at me with a concerned look. a slight whisper falls from my lips "har--" Im suddenly interupted as he grabs my fragile body and snakes his arms around my waist. "Never again,I will never leave you again. I love you too much to be away from you ,or even be the reason for you to hurt yourself..." His voice is low and his breath is shaky."I love you " he whispers. A sigh of relief escapes my body. The funny thing is.... he says thus everytime he comes back , but whats even funnier is that i still choose to believe it everytime.