Antisepticeye x reader

Part 16

The next morning your not yourself well.......... not fully

~kid

Anti's pov

I wake up to the blistering heat of the early morning sun, shaking my head and rubbing my eyes, I finally wake up fully. I sit up slowly as not to wake the sleeping baby by my side and make my way to the bathroom with my clothes to change. After I change i head downstairs as quiet as possible to make breakfast.

After 15 minutes I hear footsteps go to the bathroom I guess that means she's up then I look at the inviting food on the tray and head upstairs a breakfast in bed might cheer her up from last night whilst walking upstairs I take a quick glimpse at my left forearm before walking into the bedroom.

(a/y/n) Pov

"oh hello again anti"

"hello (y/n) did you sleep alright?"

He turns around to face me, instead of the happy grin I was expecting, he shows me a face ill never be able to forget......he was terrified.

"why are you back?"

"I missed you"

I look at his bandaged forearm to see blood, this put a smile upon my face which scared anti so much he practically fell to his knees.

"p-please give back (y/n)"

"no"

Anti's pov

I reach my right arm out ,making sure to keep my left arm hidden behind my back, towards (y/n). Please come back to me I hope and hope and finally all my hoping pays off, when I suddenly make contact with her chest (a/y/n) collapsed on the hard wooden floor below.

I got up, walked to the bed and grabbed the softest pillow I could find. I placed it under her fragile head and waited for her to show her beautiful eyes to me.

~1 hour later (which seemed like forever)~

I passed out but woke up with a fright from (y/n), my eyes slowly open to the sight of (y/n) towering above me with a smile planted on her face.

"when did you wake up?"

"about 10 minutes ago how are you down there?"

"aching back but fine"

Your pov

"Its so good to see you again (y/n)"

"what do you mean?"

"you wasn't here this morning well not in reality at least?

"oh"

I collapsed on the floor into a sitting position, hiding my face from antis line of sight. Why does this have to happen to me......im scared very scared I take a quick glimpse at anti to find his face close to mine

"anti?"

"you don't have to be scared of this, I know you don't like it but...... Its part of you now. You have to accept it, I'm going to stay with you to help control it even if I get hurt in the process"

"anti...."

"I'm staying here with you no matter I'm not going to leave even if you tell me to ok?"

"ok"

I stayed sat down but watched anti as he got up to go to the toilet. Maybe I should......... maybe ill bring her out again....... but how? I get back up and decide to walk down stairs, I walk into the kitchen hoping to grab something that will scare me... A knife.