Antisepticeye x reader

Part 17

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~kid

your pov

slowly I entered the kitchen, grabbing the first knife that caught my sensitive eye. With the knife securely grasped in my weak hand, I lead the weapon towards the forearm of my right arm slowly pressing down on the pale skin.

A trail of crimson red left the wound and wrapped itself around my arm without any warning. Seeing the horrible wound that I created, instead of my normal eyes they had been replaced with a black cloudy layer.......my pupils had disappeared! My body shook in the summer heat, I didn't feel the heat no more all I felt was cold..... freezing, ice cold air.Then all I knew was lights out my sight went black nothing no longer visible to me and the floor pressed hard against my body.

Anti's pov

I came out from the bathroom just in time to hear a thud coming from the kitchen. I rushed downstairs as fast as my legs could carry me, when I notice (y/n)'s lifeless body I cradle her head on my lap, not even noticing the knife until I heard metal crash against hard wood flooring.

I searched her body for any marks,when all of a sudden I touched her right forearm... my left palm went crimson red. What was she thinking? she was so happy nothing upset her except from that one time my eyes started tearing up making my vision go cloudy.

I slowly close my eyes but suddenly force them open again when I feel sudden a movement on my lap. I daren't move, I daren't say anything just watch, the once collapsed body fidgeted to sit in a upright position never once looking back at me.

I struggled to keep my speech to myself to the point of having to speak out loud just loud enough for her to hear

"(y/n) are you ok?"

"yes anti im fine"

Her speech was slow as if she was suddenly a mindless zombie. I knew it wasn't possible but in this case it is possible. Nothing rushed through my mind except suicide. I couldn't keep my anger subtle instead I just opened my mouth

"(y/n) what were you thinking! You could've died and....and I wouldn't of been able to help you in time"

"oh anti you don't need to worry about me or (y/n) anymore we can look after ourselves perfectly fine."

A/Y pov

I sat in a upright position on the hard wood floor staring at the halfway collapsing body. My eyes filled with delight as I noticed the now scared initials on his right arm ( im sorry if it is the other arm it's been a while since I wrote that part) beaming in the dull kitchen light.

"oh anti I see my little present to you is staying for good. Does that mean your mine and mine alone not (y/n)'s?"

"no im not yours im (y/n)'s and only hers"

"anti you shouldn't of said that, it really hurt me......."

I saw anti's eyes open wide when I was fiddling around the floor trying to grasp the cold blade. Once the blade was firmly placed in my hand I lifted it up to eye level giving anti a series of thoughts, not once mumbling a word. Slowly I moved my hand towards antis chest region hoping to aim for his most vital organ........his heart! Not once did he move just stayed put all the while trying to reach out to (y/n) while the blade pierced his clothes a few centimeters from his skin.

"(y/n) come back to me please. Please (y/n) I miss you, I need you. Fight her, gain control once more please......please......ple-"

Halfway through speaking he jolted his body forward forcing the blade to pierce his body inches away from his heart.

Your pov

I watched his limp pale body collapse to the floor with fascinated eyes but once as I saw the blood pour from the wound on his chest my once e/c came back to life and the heat from before replaced the cold air that was temporarily trapped in my fragile body.

I stared in horror at the sight before me, my once lively boyfriend was on the floor with a dagger in his chest. I rang the hospital as quickly as I could.

~30 minutes later~

Anti was placed carefully into bed, attached to a heart machine and covered in bandages. Seeing the sight before me I just gave up on my brave act and broke down crying all the while screaming his name wanting him to wake up.