remember when ≫ kth

taehyung

[present time]

"taehyung, where are you going?", namjoon asked the young boy who seem to be in a rush.

he ignored the leader's question and never stopped from running out of the concert.

his heart is in pain, he was heavy breathing, his throat was burning, his eyes were glowing because of how watery it was and his body was shaking.

but he had to keep running or he will regret.

"bring me to XXX HOSPITAL.", he told his manager, panting as he reached his manager.

"taehyung, what are you doㅡ"

"hyung, pleaseㅡjustㅡjust bring me there. i need to go there.", his voice was trembling. he was in urge to cry but he had to stay strong, for his cuddlebug.

with that, his manager drove him to the chosen destination. he was getting so impatient, he didn't know what to do, he couldn't stop from moving.

he grabbed his phone and dialed #1.

"yubin♡"

"yeoboseyo? taehyungah...", yubin answered the call and it sounded like she was sobbing.

"haera...", she started but stopped and broke into tears. hearing her name, his heart broke into pieces, they were so many pieces, he couldn't count them.

that was it, he couldn't held his tears anymore, he bursted into tears. his phone fell from his hand, he felt so weak, he felt mighty less.

he grabbed his hair and formed a fist before gripping into it, out of anger. it hurt him alot, he felt guilty.

those memories she wrote, the wishes she made, he couldn't make it come true for her. he had no choice, he choose his career over his other half, or shall we say, his everything.

he began to whisper i'm sorry countless times, hoping she'd hear him.

"taehyung, we'reㅡhere.", his manager said but soon got shocked, seeing taehyung's condition.

taehyung immediately jolted up and walked out of the van, heading to the information desk, to ask where haera could be.

he successfully got what he asked for and started to run where he was told to go. his tears were still flowing down his cheeks but his face had no emotion, he was so desperate to find her.

"remember when you had an appointment to attend?

i had an appointment too..."

i had an appointment too...

this memory echoed in his head the whole time. he wished he could turn back time
and that he'd stay home. because that appointment she had to attend was more important than his.

he didn't had an appointment, he was having a 2 days and 1 night with yubin.

it was all pure betrayal for haera, she loved him more than herself but all she received is this? isn't the world too cruel for her? at least she's in a better place now.

no one that will hurt her,

and,

no one that can hurt her.

jung haera, i am deeply sorry.