I haven't been writing on here in a while. How y'all livin' ?
I've come to vent to yall and to help anybody who is going through what I'm going through.
Okay so I constantly on a daily basis care myself to other people who have more than me. I'm always saying "her ass is way bigger than mines" and I down myself. I'm constantly battling inside my head with myself.
I'm not fully confident in myself even though my friends may think I am but I'm not. The real killer is I'm lonely.
I'm the only child , barely to no friends, no boyfriend , and I don't talk to anybody( boy wise).
Nobody hit my line and my phone is completely dry. "Why ?" I ask myself everyday.
"Am I ugly ?"
"Is it because I have no ass ?"
"Am I boring ?"
"I'm not outgoing ?"
"I'm lame"
"I'm weird"
"I'm mean"All those things constantly run through my head. I always through myself down. I used to have a friend who would throw me down to boost herself up. One day she called herself "exposing me" on snapchat by saying alot of mean tings to boost her own self confidence but I learned that only showed all her true insecurities.
But to keep from comparing myself to other people I'm going to stopped scrolling on social media and focus on myself. On my YouTube Channel and building my own website. I'm going to focus on getting my licenses and having fun.
Life is too short to compare and stress over people.
I am my only competition. I compete with myself to do better than I did the day before. I'm going to speak on positive things in my future to make them come true.
I am going to be rich if not at least successful. I'm going to be happy and I'm going to be an entrepreneur. I'm going to design clothes , model , and more.
I'm going to be the best person I can be and you can too.
I hope I encouraged anyone who was feeling down. Have a good day !
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