dying

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i feel like i make people feel so bad.
i isolate myself from people i love so i don't hurt them but it makes it worse.
my fear of Thunder and Lightning got worse because of what's been happening.
Hurricane Matthew might hit Florida and that's giving me Anxiety.
i don't know what to do.

i feel like i'm dying. dying from my anxiety. dying from my illness.

i'm losing. i'm losing to my depression.

you either lose.
or you die trying.

but i'm not giving up. i'm going to win this war. i'm going to win this war between me and Depression.

on a lighter note:
•3 months clean
•i'm talking with my wifey Chloe again
•i uploaded a new book so you should check it out!
•i'm not dead. cause i was gone for 3 months.
•i'll try to post regularly
•and i love all my readers. I LOVE YOU GUYSSSS

k i'm done lmao bye,
kiara😍😘🌸🌙

oh and i've been binge watching Fairy Tail for about three hours. lmao. MY KIL NAME ATM IS LITERALLY GRAY❄️DRAGNEEL🔥

(not the name to find me. i'm not doing dat. i don't want creeps knowing my kik. THO MY YOUNGER READERS ARENT  CREEPS ILY CREEPS AND ALL) k i'm done now bye

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