REVULSION {a.b} ✔

Chapter 27

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"I can't believe it," I muttered over and over. I was in my room, holding my knees against my chest, rocking back and forth.

"I'm sorry, Danielle," Andy whispered.

"Why did you hide something like this from me? I've been dead for a whole month and haven't known. That's why you kept me from going to school and the beach.." I pointed out and lifted my head from my knees. He bit his lip and glanced away.

"Yes.." Andy finally answered. He fluffed his hair slightly and hung his head low.

"It doesn't matter does it now?" I widened my eyes,"What about my parents?"

"Your parents won't know a thing as long as you don't leave the house. They'll still see you and be able to talk to you and everything, but you won't be able to leave the house no matter what.." he answered and shifted his position.

I sighed and looked around trying to think.

Andy moved closer to me, getting close to my face.

"At least we are together.. right?" His breath was hot on my face and I shivered.

"I guess." I saw his eyes slightly twitch when I said that. I think he was expecting me to say yes. He can't just make me believe everything will be okay, I'm dead. How does it get better?

Even though a number of times I wished I was dead, I never wanted to actually do it. Mostly because I was worried what would happen with my parents. The only one who actually seemed to care was my dad, but it's not like I could go to him or something. He would just not face up to my mom and make me leave. Even if so, I wouldn't even be able to go with him. I shifted and laid back on the bed. Andy leaned over to lay next to me, leaning on his elbow so he could hold his head up. His hand traveled onto my thigh where my other hand was and he held it tightly. His eyes watched me every movement and I couldn't bare to look at him. I turned my chest so it was facing Andy and I closed my eyes.

"I'm just tired of everything," I whispered and felt him pull the blanket on top of me.

"I know." his hand lifted and started to put his hands through my hair. I sighed and scooted closer so I can lean on his chest.

"Look who joined us." I heard a woman's voice and leaned up.

Juliet stood there crossing her arms slightly and smirking.

"I'm surprised Andy wasn't the one to kill you, after all, that's what he was planning to do right, Andy?" She glances behind me to Andy I could hear him hold his breath.

"You were going to try to kill me...?" I turned to him and he gulped.

"You seemed unhappy here so I just thought that maybe you would want that.." he answered and squeezed my hand. I release my grip on his hand and his hand falls on my bed. He blinks and glances down, shaking his head.

"Why should I believe you? You're crazy." I stood up, walking up into her face. It was impossible. I couldn't believe her. My Andy would do nothing like that..right?

"You're standing up for the person who killed me? How funny is that?" She smirked and put her hand on her hip.

"I didn't mean to Juliet, you know that.." Andy interrupted and we both glared at him. He quickly settled back into my bed and mumbled something under his breath.

"Why are you standing up for someone who killed how many people was it? Who killed almost all of the people. Well, ghosts you can say. And now he's just telling you you're now dead? I thought you were smart, Danielle."And she disappeared without saying another thing.

"Danielle.." I felt his hand on my shoulder but I slumped it off.

"She's right," I whispered without turning around.

"No, she's not. Don't listen to her she's crazy." Andy turned me around looking me straight in my eyes. I avoided his piercing blue eyes because I knew that if I looked right into them, I would want to kiss him.

"Why would you think that I would want to die like that?" I asked again. I felt my anger boil up inside me. How dare he think that?!

"I just th-"

"I know you just thought!" I raised my voice and tightened my fist. I could hear his breath suddenly stop as if he held his breath waiting for me to say something else.

"You didn't bother to ask me for my input? What were you going to do? Stab my in the chest just like your other victims? Shoot my in the head like those kids in that school?!" I yelled at staring him into the eye.

His mouth was wide open and it looked like he wanted to say something but couldn't. He backed up and kept stuttering to say something.

"I would never do that.." he stuttered out gently. His eyes were filled with hurt. "Danny, please..I love you so-"

"Really? You love me? Because it seems like I'm just one of your victims. Just one of those dead people stuck in the ground. you don't even care." I replied.

"N-no, you mean more than that. P-please don't leave me..please!" He whined out, strengthening his voice at the end.

"You're sick." And with that I ran out of the room. I ran as fast as I could just to get away from him. Even though I knew there was no point.

I'll still be stuck with him forever.

"DANNY!" I heard him yell at me but I continued to run. I ran to the gate and shook it viscously.

"GET ME OUT! IM DONE I DONT WANT TO BE IN THIS HOUSE NO MORE!" I cried out leaning against the fence.

No one could hear me, no one.

I fell to my knees sobbing and held onto the gate with all my might.

"Please..just let me go," I whispered softly and continued to sob.

"Let me awake from this nightmare. I just want to wake up." I pleaded softly.

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